c0mments! Today was boring...nth to say..But Sadly for dong...haiz...Nowadays i dun feel that im close to her anymore..Now see her she see me..juz walk away...like we didnt see each other..i really miss the times we used to haf tgt..how we laughed tgt...how we enjoyed our life like no freaking care in this world...But sadly now i feel that im not so close to u anymore...i feel that even if we tried to get back to the past its still impossible...juz becoz of one sms it spoilt our relationship and i really regretted sending that sms...i really regretted telling u that...If i juz kept my mouth shut n not listen to others advice none of this would haf happen...And sadly to say to u...Jie is better than u..coz she always there for me...hope u not angry...

Tinking of organising a group study during the holidays or weekend..so that we can boost our study...even though it would be hard but at least it will help...tmr will go school ask them..Ending post here...HAH!!!

c0mments! Today super sleepy....in class..tmd...veri tired..nvm during english veri guai write compo on friends haha...when i see that topic i know i gonna write that coz...i tink that sibei easy to write...HAH!!i write on blog let u all see whether tis compo good or not...
Friends.
I always wondered how my life would be like if i didn't have any friends, it is difficult to live my life without my friends because my friends were always there for me when i needed them.Friends were always with me,we were always happy being together.Friends cheer me up when i am sad.Being with friends is the most fun thing we can do.Having friends is also something money cannot buy.
My friends and i always laugh because we always joke around,being with them is the best time of my life,even though sometimes we quarrel but than that makes our bond stronger.We always help each other when we are in trouble,like if we got bullied or when we need help for homework,the first thing that will come to our minds are calling friends for help.Friends are easy to find but good friends are hard to find.Bad friends are easy to find because most of the people are bad.I always try my best to avoid my bad friends and find my good friends.I wish for my bad friends to stop doing things like smoking and shoplifting.
Friends are some people you cannot and must not lose because friends are important and priceless.If you ever have good friends, you must hold them tightly and don't let them go,treasure them before you lose them and start regretting.I love my friends and will never ever want to lose them.I always go out together,play together,eat together with my friends.Friends are super important to me because almost everything i do are always with them.I really think if i did not have any friends, i will be lonely.Life with friends really rocks my world and i will never forget my friends...
(the end)
so wad do u tink of my compo?Quite alot of errors rite?and abit meaningful rite??I really know that friends rules..coz u all rules..HAHAS!!Tis compo actually is wad i wanna say out loud abt my friends...Friends rules..Coz without u all..im nothing..HAH..you guys should know how important u are to me..XD..So never forget me coz i will never forget u all..XP!!

c0mments! Lols today...woke up at 8..watch show till 10..had mac breakfast(like once in a blue moon order mac breakfast)..than called ber..ask him wanna come my house...later twins oso came..we watched wrestlemania 25th anniversary(DVD)lend it from Toh kuan yao..(thx ky but u nv gimme disc 2 the best part u nv gimme tmd)than went to play bball...from around 4 plus to 10..6hours sia...lols...now currently hafing sushi for dinner thx to my mum n my bro coz they went to eat sushi while i was at 64 playing bball..hahas dun envy me for eating sushi...HAH!!long time no shout that liao..HAH!!

c0mments! today woke up at 8 bathed watch show...12 go bbt meet fathu shah alex mary simin..go school meet khai go sch behind de bus stop wait for amirul..amirul came..took bus to convent mrt..walk underpass go the otherside take bus...go elissa condominium...go there celebrate her bday...ate pizzahut de pizza for breakfast...swam till around 4plus..had macdonald..than play play around..got take pics n video but cant upload today will try my best to edit tomorrow..than 5.30 celebrate bday eat cake than go bath at 5.45 bathed changed..wait for simin n mary till 6.30 go eat kfc for dinner...go 64 play bball wif frendz....play till 9.45 pei bernard go buy dinner...than jiu home sweet home..try my best edit the videos n pics by tmr or monday..see the videos...we are like retards hahas ending post here

c0mments! Wah..today..finally tok to elain..we both noticed that our clique is like falling apart..nowadays we never meet outside school go bbt liao now is liddat...jy go str8 home...jd,jr,et,jj go out slack...joanne,rachel,daphne..go bus stop than dunno go where..than i tio ps...i dun wan our group to fall apart i wanna be like b4 having fun sitting together playing together laughing like siao together...quarreling for fun wif each others...i miss the fun time we had together..cant we all be like before?i will try my best to organise a group outing or slacking asap..so that tis clique wont fall apart i swear on my life i dun wan tis group to fall apart..forget to update yesterday for my napfa test...
Shuttle Run:9.99secs(Fast mah??)Got A
Sit up:45..Got A
Inclined pull up:27..Got A
Standing BroadJump:206..not sure B or C
Sit n Reach:41..Got B
2.4km run:13mins11secs(slow sia)Got C
Total i get...5+5+5+(4 or 3)+4+3=25 or 24(GOLD)!!
Quite happy got last year i slack like siao get bronze...Hehe...Now My twins mei(joanne n rachel) got blog liao sia..Thx to daphne for helping them lorh..XP...
Rebecca jiejie...dun so shag larh cheer up k??Dun wanna see u so shag...Dun fk care that person who act in front of u larh..Got Me n ur other frendz...XP..Got anything can come find me de..
Today bball play till veri early 9.20 reach home..so faz usually is 10+...today damn early dunno y leh...hehes..tired liao..going to sleep soon...Ending here bye bye..XP

c0mments! Today veri sianz..slept through out some of the periods...Dunno for wad reason...Someone didnt tok to me...i tinks she's still angry at me...im not sure..haiz...im super bored...machiam no frendz come find me de..oni dong yong n jordon..all the rest all no tok to me de...its like they dun wanna tok to me...haiz..i dunno larh...dun feel like continue being their joker coz they dun really tok much to me anymore n they oso nv jio me go out..i feel like im starting to apart from them...like we are going our seperates ways...im now really quite closer to 64 than to my frendz in sch...for some reason...i tink they really dislike me...juz got a feeling so...Today...jorean n daphne tok to me abit...rachel oso abit..joanne not even a word..n the someone mentioned in the first line...jj oso no tok to me much...oni alex jy jd n jor tok to me lorh...haiz..school is starting to get boring..school is starting to become more hard for me to get along wif my frendz...i dunno..i feel like quarreling wif someone..i feel like fighting wif someone to vent off my anger...Juz tink im super shagged...Feel like camping at 64 but people oni come after 4...n goes home at 10...oni 6hours aday to be wif all of them...its great but alittle too short...Im abit cheered up by some frendz comforting n my beloved jiejie Rebecca...Thx jiejie n frendz...XP...sometimes juz even approaching u all is hard...zzz.

c0mments! Today was fucking fun lorh...starting wake up...changed go to eat wif gary small bear seng yang sengtiong...than went to small bear house...she packed tings...later francis n edmund meet me...(first time go out wif gary francis n edmund)..than we planned on going sentosa at first than suddenly changed to swimming so we went to chinese garden the jurong east swimming complex..suaysuay tmd swimming pool closed..than we go mrt take to harbourfront than go back to sentosa...hahas played at sentosa...at the beach...francis got buried...sengtiong seng yang gary n edmund got buried...small bear got bleester so suay cannot enjoy the day...we had fun...first time went out wif them but than veri fun lorhs...francis keep throw sand on gary head coz gary cut botak a few days back than sibei funny...went to eat sushi..suay suay no money...than nvm still got to eat somethings...than bus-ed back hoome... on bus starting of the trip back home the back of the bus were owned by us..later near little india liao all faster sit together coz no one wanna sit me indians...coz they got veri strong indian smell(sorry if racist)and than it was home sweet home...no pictures taken coz phone spoilt...Although we were fucking tired...we had fun...
To rebecca jie:dun so suay step on glass again..be more careful larh jie..take care of ur wound..n i know u are proud to haf a gentleman didi like me...hahas!...thx to u my blog got tags..coz u keep come tag me..Thx alot jie..
To all sec2 frendz:GD LUK FOR SINGING TEST..Muz pass..hope u sing glass wont break singapore glass expensive...
To All:will change my attitude for the better wont be so guailan xialan...like before...will change larh..gimme sum time..coz tis attitude of mine had alrdy been wif me for 13years+...

c0mments! today super fun...hahas..woke up kena scolding...than bathed..go out wif bernard,njp,joohoe,jootong,kwanyao(spelling not sure),daryl,patrick,zhiqiang,smallbear,linlin,kitmun,jiaxin,liyi n me...went to singpost..tok tok...than went to mrt...then mrt to city hall go penisula walkwalk then jootong bought guitar..cool man...than joohoe ask jootong teach him how to play guitar so can hong zhabor lols..than walked to marina square...walked till half jiaxin shoe broke..i didnt know until around the staircase walking to the carpark than reach esplanade there than i know...lent her my shoes...i bare footed..LOLS..okok larh not so hot...walk from esplanade the carpark..walk through esplanade..than walk to marina square...bare footed..cross roads all that..okok quite hot..but bobian...she no shoes dun expect her to walk in the hot sun mah..girl mah she cfm cannot tahan de pain de...so i muz help coz i oni one wearing havanas(spelling not sure)n she my mei mei...bare footed walking in marina square..then after that..the rest noticed..pat say i veri good..than he say he gan dong(touched)LOLS...then went to buy shoe for jiaxin..but couldnt find heng got liyi there..she wearing slipper but inside her bag got basketball shoes...than she lent jiaxin her slippers wear her basketball shoes..i got my havanas back..than went to play arcade...than watched 17again(got zac efron n dunno who)..the show veri nice..after show went home lorh...veri tired..but actually when walking through esplanade n walking in marina bay bare footed was damn paisei leh...but than as u know im quite bhb..so nvm de lorh...my feet was red coz the floor quite hot can say tio burnt or someting like tat...Today i was the hero i sacrificed hor..im veri gentleman de i oni scared if i too gentle u all step over my head..so muz be guailan LOLS...Thx rebecca jie for comforting me..jie rox..<3...LOLS

lets give each other time to change n cfm will be better de...hahas

c0mments! Today fk up larh..knn joanne...mother lesson shout i wan watch porn..that cher hear ask who say one watch porn..she str8 shout ''jd jy n damien''..knn i nv even say anything leh...make me so fed-up...lj...people dunno wad is limit n patience..i tell u one day u freaking piss me off i cfm whack u until no one recognize u ah!!..knn moodswing liao still wan kp people..but still she my mei muz let her mah....mei dun so bastard than i will happy liao..XD

c0mments! Today i sibei suay...during recess buato...now my butt hurts lols...I dunno y i can be so clumsy...haiz...i noticed..if i pei daphne joanne or rachel go find people cannot ps them de leh..cfm muz wait de...haiz..dunno y i muz pei them..but than bobian..all call me kor..hahas became rebecca de didi...LOLS...Veri Weird lorh..coz of something sad happening resulted in getting a new jie..LOLS..kinda happy though...buy than...i feel moody...dunno y...i feel that im always ps de lorh..coz jd n jy always tgt..alex got duty coz counsellor...jj,jr,daph,joanne,rachel different class..elain like always no tok de lorh..veri left out veri emo...than no one know coz no one actually cares whether im there or not...if i no come school..no one will sms me ask me i ok or not or wad de...Sibei Shag de lorh..Haiz like no mood lorh...But today really one important Date Coz..Coz...Coz...
ITS JUNYONG's Bday...happy bday bro...we are brothers 4eva n brothers for life...No present to give u coz i bankcrupt i not so rich lols..actually is dun wanna coz u oso no buy gimme anything..but still u are 14 liao stop acting like p6 leh..yong...older than me liao..dun always sleep larh...
Haiz recent;y no one to tok to in my class...go recess oso oni eat than tio pull by frendz..help them smuggle drinks..than go up class emo again lorh...Starting to get use to emoing lorh..none of my frendz actually noticed that im actually emoing coz they always tok wif each other..than they ask me ok mah? i say ok..than they walk away...Who will so stupid let their frendz know they emoing...they oso dun wanna see their frendz depressed coz i sad rite?lame sia..so actually kinda moody tis few days but still trying my best to cheer up someone else when im so emo...Really wish i didnt came to macpherson coz no one cares abt me de...whether dead or alive..sick or healthy..happy or sad...no one will care...lifes boring coz im unfortunate but not like others who are more fortunate get great frendz...Nowadays often juz pull a fake smile say im ok..walk away i go back to being emo...Feeling so depress n yet im still trying act like a hero n cheer someone up...sometimes im juz too dumb/stubborn/kpo...hahas..here i m typing tis post n tears n rolling down my cheeks...i oso dunno y i juz suddenly cried....haiz...wish i didnt haf to go to school..juz stay at rot at home...
If u are fortunate to haf good frendz..treasure them b4 u lose them..feeling emo is really not a gd ting...being like me is really wrong....Juz forgive n forget..u will notice that u actually wants that frend back when u lose them...Haiz...Still haf tears rolling down my cheeks...

c0mments! Today..Slept like a pig...lazy update sia...but bobian(no choice)i muz update for my readers...Today Mr C.Kunalan(See Kunalan no see him kena whack..LOLS)than started his talk wif a cold joke ended it wif us laughing like no mother n father...His Family veri Torkong(POWER)his family...international power...Got indian,chinese n ang mor...LOLS...den slept at english..pe ran wif vicknesh...my timing 12mins 5 secs...not napfa test...if napfa i happy lorh..recess..sat wif moses...noticed that whether im in their life or not there's no difference...haiz...im lonely n unwanted..maybe..theres no difference...than in class disiao(disturb) najee make class laugh coz class got taiji(Problem)got people quarrel than tried to make people laugh lorh...than go home lorh...super bored..super sad...than played bball wif frendz that actually cheered me up...Me being at 64 is the time when im happy n peaceful...coz got people will make me laugh....Nid Tags in my blog...Plz Tag me asap thx...

c0mments! 2 reasons y i didnt post..firstly too lazy secondly damn tired...actually was gonna post blog yesterday but patrick was using my comp so i post today lorh...Yesterday morning was supposed to meet at 4.30 go eat mac breakfast but in the end no one woke up..so bernard ton my house...i slept like a pig...den woke up sms small bear...than went to her house waited for her...than we went to eat...suddenly seng yang call me say he oso coming wif sengtiong(LOLS..Happy coz the more the merrier)...Walked to Geylang east mac...had breakfast all were talking n laughing...than str8 go bball court play...i tink it was around 11.30 we played till around 1.30...went to buy drinks..so babi n chenyi...they went home to change n came down pei us play bball..sibei hot sia...early in the morning play bball....than later we went to the shelter chat chat...later suddenly all veri sianz...go buy poker cards...than say go my house...Siao...i counted...my house had 3 person alrdy...plus me,sengyang,sengtiong,bernard,chenyi,babi,smallbear got 10 people at my house...lols...than go up saw pat playing dota everione crowd around him than me sengtiong bernard n smallbear play poker first...than play first round we say trial...than second round i lose...We shouted tis trial oso...than third round me n small bear win..than bernard n sengtiong out..seng yang n babi come in..play play play...suddenly go down buy things eat..than...veri sianz liao...me n seng tiong n bernard use my dog's ball to play baseball.. like siao sia...somemore its run veri short distance oni...than we still can sweat sia..OMG that game was so tiring...than went back down to play bball after the rain...Played bball awhile we play pipipom(a game) LOLS...Run like hell...Run here run there...wah sibei tired...play bball until 9.46 i go buy drink at 7eleven...apparently on the public holidays all shops are close...sibei dulan..reached at around 9.53 bball court the lights off liao...sianz tiaoz...went to small bear house slack awhile..went home..played dota one round...than i realised i lost one of small bear rings...bathed...went back down help her find her ring...i walking towards her i saw the ring on the floor so i pass it back to her...than played bball wif the small dog ball lols...she won me ABC..Tyco de larh..than went back home..and than it was goodnites...coz sibei tired....
(The above paragrah or should i say post is for yesterday)

Ok..now for today's post...juz woke up...got scolding...now still tired...im still super sad coz of one sms...juz super sad...but thx to sengtiong n sengyang plus others who helped me made my day yesterday...i managed to not be so depressed...including the help of rachel..thx all...but still tis wound would really take a long time to heal...i cant juz smile n be back to normal..pretending nth ever happened...Its Not her fault n she keeps apologising..tis made me feel bad...but i told her im gonna avoid her for the whole of the week..n maybe another few more days...she cried...n i didnt know...Im so sorry i made u cry..but if u really wan us to be back like how was it before...u needa ignore me avoid me till i get better...i wanna get rid of my feelings for u so we can be kor n mei like before...i know i cant force u...but plz try ur best...i wont ask for u to ignore ur frendz...so u ask elain they all pei u during recess bah..i juz go sit wif my other frendz...Wif my express frendz or wif my sec 1 frendz...dun worry..Im currently pulling a fake smile infront of u all n crying inside my heart which was broken into a million pieces...sometimes tings are juz too hard for me to take....Gotta give me sometime to relax...to become how i was b4...The childish lame..Thicked-skin...Me So i can make u n everione laughs n happy so that i wont see sad faces...like some of them...If u can...juz try to avoid me for the next week...k??...i know u will feel bad but tis is for the best...even though tis feelings for u are alrdy wif me for a year i will forget them...i will n i muz...So i can really smile n not pull a fake smile infront of u..laughing like an idiot...tis will be for the better i promise...if u really dun wan me to avoid u juz tell me...but than my feelings for u wont fade its up to u to choose wad u wan....im juz really sorry that i made u cry..n i really regretted sending u that sms n regretted telling u that i love u...thats wrong.....Tats was really wrong....haiz now after posting tis i really feel sad but i cant do anything other than play bball..bball is the only thing that can make me happy....Dun be sad like me n instead be happy...XD..SMILE =)..Ending my post here...anything juz tag me n tell me anything u wan

c0mments! Today...BenDaYe no go school coz sick...high fever camp at home...today cant post alot coz sick n tired...plz take care of ur ownselves n dun be like me..Sry for the short post..

c0mments! Currently...i dont feel like updating my blog..coz im lazy...but i dun get tags....i need to be encouraged to post my blog than i will...but currently my blog seems dead no tags and no update...veri bored..tired....i tink im going to sleep try my best to post more..Sorry...

c0mments! Today Is April Fool's Day...1st april...april fools isnt that important wads even important is that today was two of my frendz birthday...My Bro 4 Life Filicks and my class mate marlyana's bday...To them i wish for them to always be happy and be glad that their 14...
To Filicks..
Bro,its been a long time since we met and even though u left us during primary its alrdy 4 years and i could still rmb ur bday april first...i will nv forget the times we had together when we were young...I will never forget ur bday n will nv forget u as a frend n as a bro..We are brothers for life..nothing can end our frendship..U are one of my important frend..I'll try my best to give u a bday present/bday bash as soon as i got enuff money and i will try my best to get all of our brothers n frendz from pri sch to haf n outing...XD..Frendz forever and Bro 4 Lifez...
To Marlyana...
Marl i juz wanna say happy birthday to u..even know we are not veri close frendz..i oso wanna wish u a happy bday...even though we always quarrel we still are frendz...Always hearing ur insanely loud n crazy laugh..Now tat u're 14 u shud be more mature...and try to laugh softer coz whenever u laugh my ears will hurt..XD.

Today was quite a fun day..School was super bored..after school actually tot that we were going to slack in the end..we didnt so i juz went home n than soon after jundong came...watched the shows i wanted to watch on the computer...Jundong fell asleep soon after jorean came...than 15mins later we went to 64...after round 30mins dong n jorean went to eat..and today i n jiaxin had stopped quarreling..im trying to forgive n forget...Since everyone is supporting me...I will try my best to get into lesser quarrels wif all my frendz...But sometimes when u see me laugh n see me smile..its juz a fake expression...coz sometimes when i feel left out or alone..i will pull a fake smile n try to make jokes so that no one would noticed...sometimes i juz feel like staying at home not coming out...but i still muz so tat i wont lose my frendz...but sometimes really feels..extra...alone..i juz dun wanna let anyone know coz i dun wan them to be upset...haiz..dunno y i always feel like an extra...well going to sleep soon so im ending it here..Try my best to put more pics in my blog