c0mments! 2 reasons y i didnt post..firstly too lazy secondly damn tired...actually was gonna post blog yesterday but patrick was using my comp so i post today lorh...Yesterday morning was supposed to meet at 4.30 go eat mac breakfast but in the end no one woke up..so bernard ton my house...i slept like a pig...den woke up sms small bear...than went to her house waited for her...than we went to eat...suddenly seng yang call me say he oso coming wif sengtiong(LOLS..Happy coz the more the merrier)...Walked to Geylang east mac...had breakfast all were talking n laughing...than str8 go bball court play...i tink it was around 11.30 we played till around 1.30...went to buy drinks..so babi n chenyi...they went home to change n came down pei us play bball..sibei hot sia...early in the morning play bball....than later we went to the shelter chat chat...later suddenly all veri sianz...go buy poker cards...than say go my house...Siao...i counted...my house had 3 person alrdy...plus me,sengyang,sengtiong,bernard,chenyi,babi,smallbear got 10 people at my house...lols...than go up saw pat playing dota everione crowd around him than me sengtiong bernard n smallbear play poker first...than play first round we say trial...than second round i lose...We shouted tis trial oso...than third round me n small bear win..than bernard n sengtiong out..seng yang n babi come in..play play play...suddenly go down buy things eat..than...veri sianz liao...me n seng tiong n bernard use my dog's ball to play baseball.. like siao sia...somemore its run veri short distance oni...than we still can sweat sia..OMG that game was so tiring...than went back down to play bball after the rain...Played bball awhile we play pipipom(a game) LOLS...Run like hell...Run here run there...wah sibei tired...play bball until 9.46 i go buy drink at 7eleven...apparently on the public holidays all shops are close...sibei dulan..reached at around 9.53 bball court the lights off liao...sianz tiaoz...went to small bear house slack awhile..went home..played dota one round...than i realised i lost one of small bear rings...bathed...went back down help her find her ring...i walking towards her i saw the ring on the floor so i pass it back to her...than played bball wif the small dog ball lols...she won me ABC..Tyco de larh..than went back home..and than it was goodnites...coz sibei tired....
(The above paragrah or should i say post is for yesterday)

Ok..now for today's post...juz woke up...got scolding...now still tired...im still super sad coz of one sms...juz super sad...but thx to sengtiong n sengyang plus others who helped me made my day yesterday...i managed to not be so depressed...including the help of rachel..thx all...but still tis wound would really take a long time to heal...i cant juz smile n be back to normal..pretending nth ever happened...Its Not her fault n she keeps apologising..tis made me feel bad...but i told her im gonna avoid her for the whole of the week..n maybe another few more days...she cried...n i didnt know...Im so sorry i made u cry..but if u really wan us to be back like how was it before...u needa ignore me avoid me till i get better...i wanna get rid of my feelings for u so we can be kor n mei like before...i know i cant force u...but plz try ur best...i wont ask for u to ignore ur frendz...so u ask elain they all pei u during recess bah..i juz go sit wif my other frendz...Wif my express frendz or wif my sec 1 frendz...dun worry..Im currently pulling a fake smile infront of u all n crying inside my heart which was broken into a million pieces...sometimes tings are juz too hard for me to take....Gotta give me sometime to relax...to become how i was b4...The childish lame..Thicked-skin...Me So i can make u n everione laughs n happy so that i wont see sad faces...like some of them...If u can...juz try to avoid me for the next week...k??...i know u will feel bad but tis is for the best...even though tis feelings for u are alrdy wif me for a year i will forget them...i will n i muz...So i can really smile n not pull a fake smile infront of u..laughing like an idiot...tis will be for the better i promise...if u really dun wan me to avoid u juz tell me...but than my feelings for u wont fade its up to u to choose wad u wan....im juz really sorry that i made u cry..n i really regretted sending u that sms n regretted telling u that i love u...thats wrong.....Tats was really wrong....haiz now after posting tis i really feel sad but i cant do anything other than play bball..bball is the only thing that can make me happy....Dun be sad like me n instead be happy...XD..SMILE =)..Ending my post here...anything juz tag me n tell me anything u wan