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Today i sibei suay...during recess buato...now my butt hurts lols...I dunno y i can be so clumsy...haiz...i noticed..if i pei daphne joanne or rachel go find people cannot ps them de leh..cfm muz wait de...haiz..dunno y i muz pei them..but than bobian..all call me kor..hahas became rebecca de didi...LOLS...Veri Weird lorh..coz of something sad happening resulted in getting a new jie..LOLS..kinda happy though...buy than...i feel moody...dunno y...i feel that im always ps de lorh..coz jd n jy always tgt..alex got duty coz counsellor...jj,jr,daph,joanne,rachel different class..elain like always no tok de lorh..veri left out veri emo...than no one know coz no one actually cares whether im there or not...if i no come school..no one will sms me ask me i ok or not or wad de...Sibei Shag de lorh..Haiz like no mood lorh...But today really one important Date Coz..Coz...Coz...
ITS JUNYONG's Bday...happy bday bro...we are brothers 4eva n brothers for life...No present to give u coz i bankcrupt i not so rich lols..actually is dun wanna coz u oso no buy gimme anything..but still u are 14 liao stop acting like p6 leh..yong...older than me liao..dun always sleep larh...
Haiz recent;y no one to tok to in my class...go recess oso oni eat than tio pull by frendz..help them smuggle drinks..than go up class emo again lorh...Starting to get use to emoing lorh..none of my frendz actually noticed that im actually emoing coz they always tok wif each other..than they ask me ok mah? i say ok..than they walk away...Who will so stupid let their frendz know they emoing...they oso dun wanna see their frendz depressed coz i sad rite?lame sia..so actually kinda moody tis few days but still trying my best to cheer up someone else when im so emo...Really wish i didnt came to macpherson coz no one cares abt me de...whether dead or alive..sick or healthy..happy or sad...no one will care...lifes boring coz im unfortunate but not like others who are more fortunate get great frendz...Nowadays often juz pull a fake smile say im ok..walk away i go back to being emo...Feeling so depress n yet im still trying act like a hero n cheer someone up...sometimes im juz too dumb/stubborn/kpo...hahas..here i m typing tis post n tears n rolling down my cheeks...i oso dunno y i juz suddenly cried....haiz...wish i didnt haf to go to school..juz stay at rot at home...
If u are fortunate to haf good frendz..treasure them b4 u lose them..feeling emo is really not a gd ting...being like me is really wrong....Juz forgive n forget..u will notice that u actually wants that frend back when u lose them...Haiz...Still haf tears rolling down my cheeks...
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