c0mments!
After reading this post please tag it thanks.
The sec 3 life i am having isn't turning out the way i expected,
Alot of things happening, i am confuse,
i feel like just screaming, the me here and the me in real life are two completely different person,
when im here i usually write out what i really feel,
And in real life just smile to everyone to hide my emotions,
A laugh, a smile is able to fool everyone and anyone.
But myself, i cant fool myself,
im patient enough to wait, im dumb enough to not give up,
Yet i may be a
F-ing,son of a...,mother f-er,bastard, an immature a-hole,
That doesn't mean i don have a mature side of me,
the mature side of me only shows when i'm talking to someone seriously,
usually when im around everyone i just want to make a fool out of myself to see smiles from everyone, smiles from others tells me that immature me can make others happy,
But being immature also lets other people criticize me more,
my immaturity makes others happy and also gives others a chance to criticize me,
Let me say something,
When i'm acting immature, they will laugh. But time and time again when they criticize me,
Calling me a small boy,children, kid,
They'll forget that the so called"small boy,child,kid" was the person who made them smile,
Was the person that made them laugh, and cheer them up when they were down,
Always lending them my ears to listen to their troubles, to comfort them whenever needed.
But time and time again they will criticize me for making them happy,
For making them smile, all my efforts were wasted because,
They didnt think on how i comforted them, how i make them laugh,
I come be mature, but the mature me makes everyone think that im emoing,
makes everyone think that im sad, Because being the mature me means,
not much of talking, listening to music and sleeping.
If u have a choice to choose whether u wan a
Immature kid that cares about everyone or a mature kid that cares about no one,
I'll let u choose the me u guys want. Reply in my tagbox which damien u really want,
Think carefully before u tag because i may become the one u dont like.
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