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Time sure flies when you're enjoying yourselves.
But yet i didn't enjoy myself yet time still flew away like nothing happened,
This year can be said a sad year for me,
Separating from friends,
Heart-aching moments,
Moments of sadness,
Well, sigh not one will ever know how i feel.
I'm sure a loner,
Noticed that my existence is not important,
Everyone's life will still be the same without me,
So why should i even bother,
i don have any will to live anymore,
Friends, are something that only used you for a certain period of time,
Soon after they will leave you,or yet still forget you.
For now, the only ones who remembers that i still exist are,
lesser than 10 people i think,
People who talk to me are less than 5,
having heart to heart talks are less than 3 people,
closed friends are not even more than 1,
sigh, a life like this whats there more for me to do?
i don even think i should continue living.
Love life, Lets see.
Well For the girl i like, she's giving me a cold shoulder.
We dont really talk much, and i noticed we never really had a good conversation at all.
She's too good for someone like me. Love is something that everyone but i can have.
For the first time, Tears came rolling down my cheeks for just a single girl.
I thought that it will never happen but it seems i'm wrong.
If possible, i really want to let her know how much i love her,
Even though i can never be with her, being her friend is already hard.
i think i'm a stranger to her.
I might be stubborn or foolish to love someone i know i can never be with,
But I love her. i can't just stop loving her if i want to.
Emotions are too strong for me to control.
It may be a small period of time compared to her love for the one she loved.
Even if it was only 7months and 8days,
I still hang on foolishly, how stubborn can i even get.
No matter what happens, no matter how much i will get despised by others,
I still want to say out that i love her.
Maybe its destined for me to never be with her,
but for how long i will not know,
But i will love her no matter what
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