Monday, December 21, 2009
c0mments!
Currently crazy about this show 海派甜心.
This is a nice show.Really funny.
Currently listening to some of my top songs.
1.IYAZ-Replay
2.Rainie Yang-Yu Ai
3.Rainie Yang-Ni Ming De Peng You
4.Ai Feng Tou
5.Bu Hui Ai.
Noticed that lifes getting miserable by the second.
Christmas is coming. Maybe going out.
Wonder hows everyones life is going on.
Well i'll describe mine as miserable,sad and lonely.
The one thing i learn in life is that the only person that u can care for is yourself.
Because the thought of caring for someone else is good but
when you truly notice, you will know that no one cares about you.
The only person you can trust is also yourself.
The thought of telling others by trusting them is wrong.
When they say they wont tell, in the end they still will.
Have you ever been hurt? Hurt by love, Hurt by friends,
Hurt by everything around you?
Let me just tell you this, The pain i'm feeling is unbearable and
no one truly knows that i'm in pain.
No one even cares whether i'm alive anot.
Even if i'm gone for a week. Disappeared or whatever. No One will care,
No one will notice too.Until the moment when they need to
ask or lend things from me than they will know im gone.
But they also will not care.
I'm gonna change.I'm gonna show those who have
commented bad things about me.
I'm gonna show everyone how much i am willing to change
just to be cared, just to be noticed.
Just to be a friend.
I'm going to change my personality,my looks,my attitude,
my wardrobe,my behaviour and my everything.
When the new year begins, it also marks the beginning of a new me.
So watch out world here i come a new me is gonna be in town.
And i bet u are not gonna like him.
If the new me is not a liking to you people, this is my answer
THATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM THEN!
I'm gonna do what i wanna do. I'm gonna be what i wanna be.
So don't like me? Don't talk to me. Thats the new me :)
I Played @
11:53 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
c0mments!
Time sure flies when you're enjoying yourselves.
But yet i didn't enjoy myself yet time still flew away like nothing happened,
This year can be said a sad year for me,
Separating from friends,
Heart-aching moments,
Moments of sadness,
Well, sigh not one will ever know how i feel.
I'm sure a loner,
Noticed that my existence is not important,
Everyone's life will still be the same without me,
So why should i even bother,
i don have any will to live anymore,
Friends, are something that only used you for a certain period of time,
Soon after they will leave you,or yet still forget you.
For now, the only ones who remembers that i still exist are,
lesser than 10 people i think,
People who talk to me are less than 5,
having heart to heart talks are less than 3 people,
closed friends are not even more than 1,
sigh, a life like this whats there more for me to do?
i don even think i should continue living.
Love life, Lets see.
Well For the girl i like, she's giving me a cold shoulder.
We dont really talk much, and i noticed we never really had a good conversation at all.
She's too good for someone like me. Love is something that everyone but i can have.
For the first time, Tears came rolling down my cheeks for just a single girl.
I thought that it will never happen but it seems i'm wrong.
If possible, i really want to let her know how much i love her,
Even though i can never be with her, being her friend is already hard.
i think i'm a stranger to her.
I might be stubborn or foolish to love someone i know i can never be with,
But I love her. i can't just stop loving her if i want to.
Emotions are too strong for me to control.
It may be a small period of time compared to her love for the one she loved.
Even if it was only 7months and 8days,
I still hang on foolishly, how stubborn can i even get.
No matter what happens, no matter how much i will get despised by others,
I still want to say out that i love her.
Maybe its destined for me to never be with her,
but for how long i will not know,
But i will love her no matter what
I Played @
1:29 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
c0mments!
Somehow unable to find my usb cable so i will not be able to update the photo of the day,
Seems that today was quite a fun day.
Mps Gathering organised by,
The One and only me :),
Was suppose to watch 2012/raging phoniex but than,
Some incidents happen and we changed to bowling instead,
Well Fun and Awesomes are the words to describe this gathering,
Lets see, Lijian A botak guy from my primary school, finally decided to grow his hair,
And yeah it was damn funny making miss 4 times, getting 4 0s. Omg damn angry,
Ate mac for lunch, Kfc for dinner,
Went back at void deck play monopoly with the remaining guys left,
Fun. Laugh like hell.
People who went for this outing,
Myself,WeiZheng,Jeremy,Guohui,Kenneth,Neekong,Firdani,Hafiz,Haikal,Mark,Filicks,
Yiliang,XiaoDing,Grace,Vivian,YuanJin,Claris.
After monopoly, went to gk house,
Watch them one piece awhile,Played poker with ben, lost to him alot of times,
But fun,Though today was a fun,
A sensation that can only be felt once a blue moon,
I cherished every moment with them.
But to be honest the end of the day spoils it.
Love is something everyone but me can never have
I Played @
2:10 AM
