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Why am i always feeling down?
I always put a fake smile in front of others.
I always think that being good at something is easy,
but in reality its hard.The only thing i'm good at is
being a nuisance,being a spoilt kid and being a bastard.
My life, well isn't that good, studies is out, playing computer games daily,
playing basketball and not improving.
Everything in life does not go the way u want it to.
Friends who usually say they will comfort is too busy to comfort you.
Friends that said even at the busiest times will accompany you,
yet they failed to show up and give excuses.
True friends are hard to find,
yet i don't know whether i'm a good friend or not.
Many questions, No Answers.
If I can, i would really want a good friend.
A friend that can accompany me, A friend that can comfort me,A friend that i can talk to,
A friend that understands me,A friend that will help me.
Just a good friend will satisfy me.
But because of my attitude it is hard for me to find such a friend.
I sometimes wonder whether what my friends think of me,
yet i am scared of bearing a grudge against him or her after knowing the truth.
But for now, i only have a limited circle of friends.
And only a few is truly a good friend.
Maybe naming out some of them may make my other friends think that
I do not trust them, so i will not say anything.
wish i am able to be happy, to lead a good life, to have a good friend, and for me to maybe(99.9% a no) be with her.
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