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This *Handsome* 14 year old ZaiKia name is Damien, aKa Mien.
Came onto earth on 27 June 1995.

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Amirul-Bro (20May)
Asyikin-Good Friend (30Aug)
Axel-Cousin
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Azura-Close Friend(06Oct)
Benjamin-Coach/64 Friend (01May)
Benjamin-Ex-Senior
Betty-Mei (27June)
Cassandra-Da Jie
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Daphne-Mei (6Jan)
Daryl-Kor (12Dec)
Edmund-Bro (27July)
Elain-Mei (5Aug)
Fathu-Bro (24Mar)
Filicks-Best Bro (1Apr)
Gary-Botak Bro (31Dec)
Grace-Mei
Guohui-Bro (5Dec)
Honghao-Bro
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Huimin-AudiMei (9Jan)
Ivanlee-Close Friend/Teacher (5Sep)
Jeanette-New Frend
JianPing-NaiGe/64 Friend
Jiaxin-Mei (16Apr)
JeremyChee-Bro
Jeremy-64 Friend
Joanne-Mei/Rachel Twin (18July)
Joohoe-Kor/GK (3Feb)
Jootong-Kor (15May)
Jordon-Bro (15June)
Jorean-Mei (18Oct)
Joseph-Close Friend
Jundong-Best Bro (11Oct)
Junjie-Xiaodidi (8Nov)
Junyong-Best Bro (16Apr)
KengSoon-Close Friend
KennethOng-Bro (20June)
KennethTay-Bro (29Jan)
KitMun-BakChorMee (28June)
Kizuko-XiaoMei (20Mar)
KuanYao-64 Friend (12July)
Leonard-SchMate
Lin2-Erjie (13July)
Lirong-Ex-Senior (28Feb)
Marilyn-Mei (5Dec)
MaoYing-Friend
Najee-Rooster Head
Nayli-Schmate
Patrick-64 Friend (17Sep)
Rachel-Mei/Joanne Twin (18July)
Rakin-Kor
Rebecca-Beloved Jie (23Sep)
Ritche-Balam Friend (24July)
SengTiong-Bro/SengYang Twin/64 Friend (17May)
SengYang-Bro/Seng Tiong Twin/64 Friend (17May)
Shah-Bro (05May)
Sharon-Mei
Shini-Mei (02Mar)
Shirley-64 Friend
TianHong-64 Friend (02July)
WeiKang-64 Friend (7Nov)
WeiLiang-64 Friend
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WenChin-Jiejie (10Feb)
YanTing-Mei(13Nov)
Yonglin-Bro (8Dec)
Yuanjin-Jie (5June)
Zann-Friend (27Dec)
ZhenHan-Senior/64 Friend

✖ HaTrEd O

Backstabber !
Betrayers !
***** !
People who think i'm a primary school kid !

☺ WiShLiSt

Her (:
My own bike !
New phone !
Laptop !
PSP !
New clothes !
New hairstyle !
Group outing with Cliques !
Group outing with 64 Cliques !
Meet up with primary school friends !
Chalet with Cliques during holidays !
Tonnnnn with Cliques !
That our clique will go back to how it was before !

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

c0mments!

Questions to all..

Do i look happy in front of u all?
or do i look sad in front of u all?
i juz suddenly tot of tis question i tot of asking everyone...
Blur..hate going to sch nowadays..other than meeting frendz..sch sux..
all i wan is my time spending wif my frendz..going out..playing eating sleeping...
all my time...if i could haf it..Recently my mind haf alot of thing to tink..
Confusion..My head filled wif many things..
Schools a drag...waste of time..yet i still haf to attend to sch...
Crap...no matter what im doing...
no matter sleeping or daydreaming or juz tinking..
the first thing i tink of is her?its hard to forget someone whom u love..
Wonders why so many people can haf happiness n yet not treasure it..
its like laughing at happiness that they haf n others dun..
although wad i blog may not be read by u guys...
yet i blog for wad i feel..i tink that im a joke...
i tink that i cant bring out the best of who i am..
i wish for more..i wish to spend my time wif frendz...wif 64?clique?her?
every little thing can sometimes be big to someone else...
its gonna be eoy soon..i nid to buck up but can i?well lets hope so...
it seems that i lost the happy cheerful little joker i once was...and now..
into a totally different person..now..pulling off a smile..trying my best to get back to how i was..
in p6 the happy cheerful little fat chubby me...p6 was the time that i was really happy n cheerful before changing when i reach secondary sch..
When i was pri 6..height was 143 was like so short...n i was fat n chubby..40 kg if im not wrong n i remember clearly that i was fat but not in tough club hahas..
im not overweight but i was round...as in veri round hahas..
truly wad i miss is my attitude...the joker little me..now changed into..a sad guy..
seems that no one can truly understand who i am..i maybe smilling on the outside..but
on the inside..im wondering why do i even bother...
i wonder why dun i juz show my sad self in front of everybody..but
i juz feel that i cant..i dun wanna let people see that im sad..
always trying my best to hide..but when daydreaming...
i m able to put out a sad/sianz face n tell people that im juz tired n they actually believed it..
although i laugh n joke in sch..i still tink that im left out..always being the shortest..the most extra..seems like everyone can get along n tok easily n yet i cant find anyone to tok to..feel like sharing my tots yet i scared that the person cant keep his/her mouth shut...

can everything change for the better?
fallen to deep...yet still falling deeper trying to stop my self from going deeper...
my feelings for her..is hard to fade..yet i dunno why it cant fade..i wish to be wif her...
yet i feel that i cant..and i juz wish is for her to be able to smile..and not get sad...
i feel useless..i feel unimportant i feel that im juz an extra in life..
i tink that everyone thinks im annoying irritating n a noisy little brat..maybe its true?why not?

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