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This *Handsome* 14 year old ZaiKia name is Damien, aKa Mien.
Came onto earth on 27 June 1995.

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Ahhuai-Bball Friend
Ahzhu-Didi/Bball Friend
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Amirah-Classmate (15Dec)
Amirul-Bro (20May)
Asyikin-Good Friend (30Aug)
Axel-Cousin
Axton-Cousin
Azura-Close Friend(06Oct)
Benjamin-Coach/64 Friend (01May)
Benjamin-Ex-Senior
Betty-Mei (27June)
Cassandra-Da Jie
Cheeming-Bro (30Nov)
Cindy-Chakaya
Claris-BFF (20May)
Crystal-Da BakChormee
Danish-Best Bro
Daphne-Mei (6Jan)
Daryl-Kor (12Dec)
Edmund-Bro (27July)
Elain-Mei (5Aug)
Fathu-Bro (24Mar)
Filicks-Best Bro (1Apr)
Gary-Botak Bro (31Dec)
Grace-Mei
Guohui-Bro (5Dec)
Honghao-Bro
Hongwei-Good Friend
Huimin-AudiMei (9Jan)
Ivanlee-Close Friend/Teacher (5Sep)
Jeanette-New Frend
JianPing-NaiGe/64 Friend
Jiaxin-Mei (16Apr)
JeremyChee-Bro
Jeremy-64 Friend
Joanne-Mei/Rachel Twin (18July)
Joohoe-Kor/GK (3Feb)
Jootong-Kor (15May)
Jordon-Bro (15June)
Jorean-Mei (18Oct)
Joseph-Close Friend
Jundong-Best Bro (11Oct)
Junjie-Xiaodidi (8Nov)
Junyong-Best Bro (16Apr)
KengSoon-Close Friend
KennethOng-Bro (20June)
KennethTay-Bro (29Jan)
KitMun-BakChorMee (28June)
Kizuko-XiaoMei (20Mar)
KuanYao-64 Friend (12July)
Leonard-SchMate
Lin2-Erjie (13July)
Lirong-Ex-Senior (28Feb)
Marilyn-Mei (5Dec)
MaoYing-Friend
Najee-Rooster Head
Nayli-Schmate
Patrick-64 Friend (17Sep)
Rachel-Mei/Joanne Twin (18July)
Rakin-Kor
Rebecca-Beloved Jie (23Sep)
Ritche-Balam Friend (24July)
SengTiong-Bro/SengYang Twin/64 Friend (17May)
SengYang-Bro/Seng Tiong Twin/64 Friend (17May)
Shah-Bro (05May)
Sharon-Mei
Shini-Mei (02Mar)
Shirley-64 Friend
TianHong-64 Friend (02July)
WeiKang-64 Friend (7Nov)
WeiLiang-64 Friend
WeiZheng-Bro (1Sep)
WenChin-Jiejie (10Feb)
YanTing-Mei(13Nov)
Yonglin-Bro (8Dec)
Yuanjin-Jie (5June)
Zann-Friend (27Dec)
ZhenHan-Senior/64 Friend

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Backstabber !
Betrayers !
***** !
People who think i'm a primary school kid !

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Her (:
My own bike !
New phone !
Laptop !
PSP !
New clothes !
New hairstyle !
Group outing with Cliques !
Group outing with 64 Cliques !
Meet up with primary school friends !
Chalet with Cliques during holidays !
Tonnnnn with Cliques !
That our clique will go back to how it was before !

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Monday, August 31, 2009
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LOLS PRIMARY SCH..total 21 of us plus our form teacher Mrs han :)
 
LOLS..ALOT OF THEM So Tall..175,171,10,168..JOKE SIA..
Im one of the shortest boys..but majority of the girls are shorter than me other than 2 girls...
Miss them alot..suddenly organise a primary sch outing on 30th Oct...lols...dunno go where...
see how lorh...Nth Really much to post abt...


I Played @ 8:52 PM


Sunday, August 23, 2009
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Questions to all..
Do i look happy in front of u all?
or do i look sad in front of u all?
i juz suddenly tot of tis question i tot of asking everyone...
Blur..hate going to sch nowadays..other than meeting frendz..sch sux..
all i wan is my time spending wif my frendz..going out..playing eating sleeping...
all my time...if i could haf it..Recently my mind haf alot of thing to tink..
Confusion..My head filled wif many things..
Schools a drag...waste of time..yet i still haf to attend to sch...
Crap...no matter what im doing...
no matter sleeping or daydreaming or juz tinking..
the first thing i tink of is her?its hard to forget someone whom u love..
Wonders why so many people can haf happiness n yet not treasure it..
its like laughing at happiness that they haf n others dun..
although wad i blog may not be read by u guys...
yet i blog for wad i feel..i tink that im a joke...
i tink that i cant bring out the best of who i am..
i wish for more..i wish to spend my time wif frendz...wif 64?clique?her?
every little thing can sometimes be big to someone else...
its gonna be eoy soon..i nid to buck up but can i?well lets hope so...
it seems that i lost the happy cheerful little joker i once was...and now..
into a totally different person..now..pulling off a smile..trying my best to get back to how i was..
in p6 the happy cheerful little fat chubby me...p6 was the time that i was really happy n cheerful before changing when i reach secondary sch..
When i was pri 6..height was 143 was like so short...n i was fat n chubby..40 kg if im not wrong n i remember clearly that i was fat but not in tough club hahas..
im not overweight but i was round...as in veri round hahas..
truly wad i miss is my attitude...the joker little me..now changed into..a sad guy..
seems that no one can truly understand who i am..i maybe smilling on the outside..but
on the inside..im wondering why do i even bother...
i wonder why dun i juz show my sad self in front of everybody..but
i juz feel that i cant..i dun wanna let people see that im sad..
always trying my best to hide..but when daydreaming...
i m able to put out a sad/sianz face n tell people that im juz tired n they actually believed it..
although i laugh n joke in sch..i still tink that im left out..always being the shortest..the most extra..seems like everyone can get along n tok easily n yet i cant find anyone to tok to..feel like sharing my tots yet i scared that the person cant keep his/her mouth shut...


can everything change for the better?
fallen to deep...yet still falling deeper trying to stop my self from going deeper...
my feelings for her..is hard to fade..yet i dunno why it cant fade..i wish to be wif her...
yet i feel that i cant..and i juz wish is for her to be able to smile..and not get sad...
i feel useless..i feel unimportant i feel that im juz an extra in life..
i tink that everyone thinks im annoying irritating n a noisy little brat..maybe its true?why not?

I Played @ 12:31 AM


Monday, August 17, 2009
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Another post? why not?

Looks like..somepeople around me are having relationships problems...haiz...
Relationship?Wads relationship?

Relationship..is something that actually bond us?or ? is it when two people fall in love n become stead that is call relationship...maybe not..my english isnt quite good but better than rachel teng..hahas...maybe i shud go dictionary n check..why not??..relationship seems complicated...

Why do people stead?for the sake of steading?becoz its true love?or becoz they juz tinks it is fun?
One thing that makes love bad is that when u fall too deep..n ur partner suddenly leaves u...u will be sad..breakdown?moodless...emo?why does people fall in love wif u for so long n yet suddenly decides to break??is it becoz they fall for another girl??puppy love?honging u only?or juz flirting?
somepeople treat relationship alittle bit to serious..maybe thats good ... but that may oso be bad..
Is being in a relationship better than being single?Many questions in my head..juz blogging for the sake of it...dun feel like mia from my blog..
Love/Relationship/steads..is really something a little to complicated..
Is falling in love better than being loved?why not?
Does ur love one make u happy whenever u are sad?can 3words i love you really make a difference...some people say it casually but some others tink that i love you is something to be said when u are truly in love...

From wad i can say..is that...Childish,Lame,Irritating,Annoying,arrogant,retarded,immature,guailan n xialan are things that shud not be in a relatinoship...coz from what i tink..people wont want to haf a stead like that...i know coz im that kind of person...wad i mention above is wad i tink of myself..i dun tink im kind...i dun tink im clever..i dun tink that im veri nice...i tink im a bastard...n i tink that people hate being around me?Maybe? maybe not?i would nv know becoz i cant read minds...even if they hate being around me..i dun tink they will tell me..even if i tried asking they will all lie for the sake of not wanting to hurt me?maybe i juz cant grow up?maybe im juz still a little kid..Maybe im a kid that nv wants to grow up..haiz..wad to do?tis is my personality..i cant change anything..maybe as time pass i could change but to wad i can say...i will nv become mature..
Hope i can grow up soon...or maybe hope that i can stay a kid forever?lols..am i crazy?maybe?
Nothing i could think of posting anymore so im ending it here...

I Played @ 12:16 AM


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
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YESTERDAY HEADACHE TO THE MAX!!WTF....FIRST TIME SUFFFER SO MUCH PAIN IN MY HEAD..
ok..went to eat sakae sushi wif mum n bro than come back home alone coz my mum n bro
watch g.i.joe i alrdy watch liao..so i went went home..tremendous headache..was like first
time so much pain in my head...People came to take care of me :)

THX ALOT TO PATRICK FONG,CHONG KITMUM AKA BAKCHORMEE, YEO JOOHOE N LEETIANHONG FOR TAKING
CARE OF ME...THX ALOT U GUYS HAHAS!! U GUYS ROX MAN!!!Life SAVIOUR :) LOVE U GUYS MAN!!!

nth happen recently..hahas..nth to post..

I Played @ 10:53 PM


Friday, August 7, 2009
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Love..it is something so powerful...i wonder why tis emotion existed in our lives...
Do u ever notice that whenever u are in love wif the person u might do stubborn things
but u dun tink its stubborn...for a love one..u may forsake everything and everyone juz
for ur love one...is this feeling really that hard to oppose..or maybe its juz something
we cant control..Loving someone..is it rite to be in a relationship..knowing the consequences
of wad might happen during ur relationship..Loving someone can be good..but loving someone
oso can suffer...i wonder why people dun really treat love seriously...i've notice that
some people don even know wad love is n still go into a relationship...maybe its their
tots..well im not sure...

Noticing some of my frendz..because of love..is not really in a good mood..so i wonder..
is Love a good thing or a bad thing?do we suffer more or do we enjoy more when we are in
love?From wad i've notice...some of my frendz..tinks that they are in love but all it
seems to be is juz puppy love..but im in no position to say them...tinking why loving
someone or being love is gd?

Do u really mean it when u say u love him/her? Do u tink doing so much things for the one
u love is useful?Maybe to u yeah?but maybe to him/her its juz normal..Do u really tink
that u and her can last forever?but from wad i tink...forever are used in fairytales..
and fairytales are something totally different from reality..sometimes wonder why we
will feel the pain when we are rejected...wondering if when we are in a relationship
and we neglect our frendz n families..will they get upset?will they get angry?or will
they tink that we are unreasonable juz becoz we oni spent time we our love one?
Forsaking everything n everyone when u're wif ur love one?When u are wif ur love one..
u are blinded by her love?or her looks?When u're wif her..u may tink that u two are
the oni ones on the planet...blinded by love..tinking everyone n everything else is not
around us..oni the two of us?well..is it true that when we fall too deep for someone..
we will be foolish enough to do things that we dont do?Or doing it juz for the sake of her?

Well im out of things to say..i juz posted wad i tot abt....ending my post here..

I Played @ 10:44 PM


Tuesday, August 4, 2009
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Life now is so boring...doing the same rountine over and over again..wake up..go to school..after school go home..use comp play basketball and sleep..this routine happens daily other than on weekends...nth happen tis few days..sick of fever not long ago..and after a week or two..get eye infection..lols..i damn unlucky..

i wonder how people are enjoying their lifes doing fun things..playing around outside...a life filled wif boredom haiz...oh yeah..
happy belated birthday to Bernard , Siva n Edmund..tmr is elain's birthday..lols.. so sianz..

I Played @ 9:06 PM