c0mments! Woah, guess what? i'm back bitches :D Missed me didn't ya? well yeah i know, who wouldn't right? i mean come on who will not miss the Damien with a capital D. yeah , just crapping around. For starters, Chalet rocked, i was red.. as in super red like Ang ku kueh, puked and went back to normal old me. Even though i was red like hell, i felt fine.. seriously man i wanna know how being drunk feels like?..Curiosity kills the cat . Well, just went to watch Karate kid with Chongkitmun,susin,Pat,Jootong and my brother.. Rated 5/5 peeps. Its a show u must watch.. Well, in the cinema susin laughed when the kid was crying, hilarious.. Seriously , then he farted ! ROFL :P me and pat trying to hold in our laughter. Outing with jokers like pat and susin really rocks :D well, just wanna say that i am currently enjoying my life, more ups than down. Hah, i finally understood the line , as time change, people change. I totally get it . And pissed over somethings. Chalet didn't went how i thought it would but still i was fun. There's only a few of us , but still we found it fun. Its fun living with your friends, but sometimes when things aren't good , living with them will lead to fights. Moreover, i thinked i've changed to a much calm guy, i can control my temper much better. Its an improvement. Round of applause to me .. Thank you thank you. You are too kind :D Well, just wanna say that sometimes, u needa live through your life. Overcome the thick times. :D Yeah, i know what to do. It's never to late to have fun and change, well i'm still the cheerful old me to all who think i am an emo freak .. :D Damien is super cheerful , most of the times that is :D sometimes i oughta feel shag, who wouldn't right? Just wanna say , Friends are easy to find , true friends are hard to find. :D Well, i finally know whose a true friend and whose a friend.

c0mments! YOYO , well just posting for fun. celebrated alex birthday in advance. :P was fun abit of quarrels but still, fun. Sorry to all that was pissed off , i host de , i plan de. its my fault . Hope u guys actually enjoyed yourself, but than the next big thing . My birthday , see anyone got xin to help me organise an outing or celebration :P. Today is yeo jootong 's and joanne lee's birthday, happy birthday, :P pictures at facebook :O

c0mments!
If you got the heart to be in the clique, it wont disband but it seems you guys don have the heart to be in the clique. Clique is some sort of like a family, A group of friends that will always be together, quarrels, bonding. Going through thick and thin together, but all i see from you guys are only yourself. I tried to pull this clique together , but no matter how i hard i try , u guys no heart also useless. Right?
The picture above is supposedly to be my clique, but from what i see, its going soon disperse . Everyone's got their new friends , no time for the clique. I'm trying to pull it back really is. but from what i see, its just a complete waste of time. Quarreling is the craze now in the clique, several have arguements with each other.. i see no point in continuing . But then who am i to say this? right? i'm not the boss or anything , i'm just a mere person in a clique thats gonna soon disperse, All be it just say i unluck right?.. If u guys got the heart to pull this clique together. Tell me why, tell me how?

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FOONG JUN YONG! BROTHERS Since P4 HAHA! 6years le wor~~
Hmm, Brother 15 liao leh -.- Mai act big hor.. Guess one the guy above with me alone from the pictures above is the birthday boy !! HAHA, Watched date night rated 4/5 HAHA the show is hilarious but to others maybe bored, maybe because they know watch english shows that much.. Hmm , this show is recommended from me -.-. For the first time in all my outings, almost everyone went. some others couldn't due to speech day..
HAHA! This day rocked but then without her quite sian lor to me that is ! HAHA! Clique is a group of people that you bond with throughout a certain period of time and so for secondary school this are the people. missing a few though, not all here but then it was still a blast... But then i do apologise for quarreling with jundong. hmm, both of our tempers sucked but then we kinda spoiled the outing. Sorry! but then , hmm guessed he enjoyed it though, lucky for him today that is haha, sure its a memorable day for him! in the cinema he sibei happy la.. Cannot say -.- But then, hmm all the past quarrels have been solved. sometimes you should take the initiative to take the first step. To apologise for what happened. learn to forgive and forget. chill and relax.. changing for the better . not just me, everyone is. HAHA! So just wanna something that i learnt. SHUT YOUR VAGINA! ITS A KILL SHOT! ITS A KILL SHOT!

c0mments! Somehow i feel that after seeing the english subs of wedding dress, i understood more about the song and actually i liked it.
~~Wedding dress english lyrics~~
When you have a fight with him sometimes you cry and feel sad and blue, i become hopeful.My heart a~a~aches secretly, then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again.To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you, cause then we would drift apart.I hold my breath and bite my lips. Oh, please leave him and come to me. Baby~~Please Don't take his hand. Cause you should be my lady. I've been waiting for you for so long, Please look at me now.When the music starts, you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him. How i prayed every night,that this day would never come. The wedding dress you're wearing. It's not me next to you. Oh,the Wedding dress you're wearing, Oh , No. You never knew how i felt about you and i hated you so, Sometimes i wished you would be unhappy.Now i have no more t~t~tears left to cry.When i'm by myself i talk to you like you're here. I felt so restless every night,maybe i known all along that this would happen. I close my eyes and dream an endless dream. Please leave him and come to me.Baby~~Please Don't take his hand.Cause you should be my lady. I've been waiting for you for so long, Please look at me now.When the music starts, you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him. How i prayed every night,that this day would never come.The wedding dress you're wearing...dress...The wedding dress you're wearing.It's not me next to you...wedding dress..The wedding dress you're wearing.Oh~ no.Please be happy with him, so that i can forget you, Please forget how i miserable i looked.It's gonna be unbearably hard for me...For a long while to come..No~ oh. For such a long time, i lived in an illusion like a fool. She is still smiling at me..So brightly at me.The wedding dress you're wearing.Oh no~The wedding dress you're wearing...dress...dress. It's not me next to you.Oh no~


Hah, how meaningful. Sometimes , u needa know to face a problem at look at it at a different angle. Especially relationship problems. If you're with someone , cherish what you have before you lose everything and regret. Hmm, life are full of up and downs, mine are always down down down down. HAH! JOKE! My love for you is like a never dying flame. If i get you, i'll cherish you. If i'm with you i wanna make you smile and never see you sad. I never wanna see you cry, i always wanna be your guy.
Love is not a game, feelings are not to be played with...I have never and will never think of playing with your feelings. But somehow , my words just doesn't seem to reach. Maybe, i'm just living in an illusion like a fool. Such an idiot ain't i? Laugh at me all u want. but still i'm just a fool hanging on to nothingness. Some may say my love is pure and loyal. But some say i'm just an idiot that don't know how to let go. But i think i'm both. HAH! stubborn fool.

c0mments! Hmm , yeah. Life sucks ya know? Hmm, i feel like spouting vulgarities. What did i do wrong? hmm, seems that my life is going from bad to worse. Zzzz.. always like that de leh, how i feel like just scolding someone. ya, i suck. as a friend, as a family member , as a lover. Never have i accomplish good things in life. No matter how hard i try to, never once was i good enough. Friends, i always quarrel with them, scold them, shout at them so i'm not a good friend. Family member, fights arguements even with mum , guess i suck as a family member as well.As a lover, hmm oso the same failure. Never am i good enough. At anything, guess that nowadays people standards are getting higher. Maybe i should just keep quiet and wait at a side. or just freaking vanish from your sight since i always piss u off. Never am i able to please u. Freaking bored. Temper my temper kills, fuck it man! shit the world, ZZZZZ! is all i can say. if u don want to get scolded by me dont talk to me. if asking is interrogating, like that teachers interrogates us everyday at school. (: i may be a bastard at times, but im an A.Hole all the time.

c0mments! Hmm, guess i'm giving up on chasing you, but i will continue to love you. Guess from the start i never stood a chance. Even if given one. Hah, wonder how much u even cares. maybe i sound selfish but ya i think u don care at all. All this while after thoroughly thinking through i really think that u didn't care much, maybe after seeing this post u might be angry, but then i'm just stating my thoughts because i scared we'll get into a quarrel if i said it to your face. Sigh, whenever i know that my efforts are wasted, i totally shagged. i fell to my knees when i heard u fallen for him, Now i know first impression last the longest. Hah, i know he's a good guy and he can be trusted so i think i will have no comments. He can take care of you i trust him too and so i'm not competing wi[th him any more because i know i never stood a chance in the start. Wedding dress a wonderful song wonder if u guys ever heard of it if not go listen to it. Letting go of the one u love really hurts. But seeing her being happy u should also be but i cant always be happy even though i will be happy i will also feel sad right? its common sense who wouldn't. Maybe u don know how much a casual remarks of yours can hurt me, Maybe even if anything happened to me u wouldn't care . Hope he can make u happy, enjoy your time ahead i really wont disturb u anymore. i'll just stand at a corner smiling when i know you're happy being with him.
Sadness is a illness with no cure, no medicine can heal the wound that is hurt by sadness. Heartaches but so what? Right? )':