BenDaYe-Damien

2010-06-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

Woah, guess what? i'm back bitches :D Missed me didn't ya? well yeah i know, who wouldn't right? i mean come on who will not miss the Damien with a capital D. yeah , just crapping around. For starters, Chalet rocked, i was red.. as in super red like Ang ku kueh, puked and went back to normal old me. Even though i was red like hell, i felt fine.. seriously man i wanna know how being drunk feels like?..Curiosity kills the cat . Well, just went to watch Karate kid with Chongkitmun,susin,Pat,Jootong and my brother.. Rated 5/5 peeps. Its a show u must watch.. Well, in the cinema susin laughed when the kid was crying, hilarious.. Seriously , then he farted ! ROFL :P me and pat trying to hold in our laughter. Outing with jokers like pat and susin really rocks :D well, just wanna say that i am currently enjoying my life, more ups than down. Hah, i finally understood the line , as time change, people change. I totally get it . And pissed over somethings. Chalet didn't went how i thought it would but still i was fun. There's only a few of us , but still we found it fun. Its fun living with your friends, but sometimes when things aren't good , living with them will lead to fights. Moreover, i thinked i've changed to a much calm guy, i can control my temper much better. Its an improvement. Round of applause to me .. Thank you thank you. You are too kind :D Well, just wanna say that sometimes, u needa live through your life. Overcome the thick times. :D Yeah, i know what to do. It's never to late to have fun and change, well i'm still the cheerful old me to all who think i am an emo freak .. :D Damien is super cheerful , most of the times that is :D sometimes i oughta feel shag, who wouldn't right? Just wanna say , Friends are easy to find , true friends are hard to find. :D Well, i finally know whose a true friend and whose a friend.

2010-05-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

YOYO , well just posting for fun. celebrated alex birthday in advance. :P was fun abit of quarrels but still, fun. Sorry to all that was pissed off , i host de , i plan de. its my fault . Hope u guys actually enjoyed yourself, but than the next big thing . My birthday , see anyone got xin to help me organise an outing or celebration :P. Today is yeo jootong 's and joanne lee's birthday, happy birthday, :P pictures at facebook :O

2010-04-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

If you got the heart to be in the clique, it wont disband but it seems you guys don have the heart to be in the clique. Clique is some sort of like a family, A group of friends that will always be together, quarrels, bonding. Going through thick and thin together, but all i see from you guys are only yourself. I tried to pull this clique together , but no matter how i hard i try , u guys no heart also useless. Right?
The picture above is supposedly to be my clique, but from what i see, its going soon disperse . Everyone's got their new friends , no time for the clique. I'm trying to pull it back really is. but from what i see, its just a complete waste of time. Quarreling is the craze now in the clique, several have arguements with each other.. i see no point in continuing . But then who am i to say this? right? i'm not the boss or anything , i'm just a mere person in a clique thats gonna soon disperse, All be it just say i unluck right?.. If u guys got the heart to pull this clique together. Tell me why, tell me how?

2010-04-16T22:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FOONG JUN YONG! BROTHERS Since P4 HAHA! 6years le wor~~
Hmm, Brother 15 liao leh -.- Mai act big hor.. Guess one the guy above with me alone from the pictures above is the birthday boy !! HAHA, Watched date night rated 4/5 HAHA the show is hilarious but to others maybe bored, maybe because they know watch english shows that much.. Hmm , this show is recommended from me -.-. For the first time in all my outings, almost everyone went. some others couldn't due to speech day..
HAHA! This day rocked but then without her quite sian lor to me that is ! HAHA! Clique is a group of people that you bond with throughout a certain period of time and so for secondary school this are the people. missing a few though, not all here but then it was still a blast... But then i do apologise for quarreling with jundong. hmm, both of our tempers sucked but then we kinda spoiled the outing. Sorry! but then , hmm guessed he enjoyed it though, lucky for him today that is haha, sure its a memorable day for him! in the cinema he sibei happy la.. Cannot say -.- But then, hmm all the past quarrels have been solved. sometimes you should take the initiative to take the first step. To apologise for what happened. learn to forgive and forget. chill and relax.. changing for the better . not just me, everyone is. HAHA! So just wanna something that i learnt. SHUT YOUR VAGINA! ITS A KILL SHOT! ITS A KILL SHOT!

2010-04-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

Somehow i feel that after seeing the english subs of wedding dress, i understood more about the song and actually i liked it.
~~Wedding dress english lyrics~~
When you have a fight with him sometimes you cry and feel sad and blue, i become hopeful.My heart a~a~aches secretly, then just a hint of your smile can make me feel fine again.To keep you from figuring out how i feel about you, cause then we would drift apart.I hold my breath and bite my lips. Oh, please leave him and come to me. Baby~~Please Don't take his hand. Cause you should be my lady. I've been waiting for you for so long, Please look at me now.When the music starts, you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him. How i prayed every night,that this day would never come. The wedding dress you're wearing. It's not me next to you. Oh,the Wedding dress you're wearing, Oh , No. You never knew how i felt about you and i hated you so, Sometimes i wished you would be unhappy.Now i have no more t~t~tears left to cry.When i'm by myself i talk to you like you're here. I felt so restless every night,maybe i known all along that this would happen. I close my eyes and dream an endless dream. Please leave him and come to me.Baby~~Please Don't take his hand.Cause you should be my lady. I've been waiting for you for so long, Please look at me now.When the music starts, you will vow to spend the rest of your life with him. How i prayed every night,that this day would never come.The wedding dress you're wearing...dress...The wedding dress you're wearing.It's not me next to you...wedding dress..The wedding dress you're wearing.Oh~ no.Please be happy with him, so that i can forget you, Please forget how i miserable i looked.It's gonna be unbearably hard for me...For a long while to come..No~ oh. For such a long time, i lived in an illusion like a fool. She is still smiling at me..So brightly at me.The wedding dress you're wearing.Oh no~The wedding dress you're wearing...dress...dress. It's not me next to you.Oh no~

Hah, how meaningful. Sometimes , u needa know to face a problem at look at it at a different angle. Especially relationship problems. If you're with someone , cherish what you have before you lose everything and regret. Hmm, life are full of up and downs, mine are always down down down down. HAH! JOKE! My love for you is like a never dying flame. If i get you, i'll cherish you. If i'm with you i wanna make you smile and never see you sad. I never wanna see you cry, i always wanna be your guy.
Love is not a game, feelings are not to be played with...I have never and will never think of playing with your feelings. But somehow , my words just doesn't seem to reach. Maybe, i'm just living in an illusion like a fool. Such an idiot ain't i? Laugh at me all u want. but still i'm just a fool hanging on to nothingness. Some may say my love is pure and loyal. But some say i'm just an idiot that don't know how to let go. But i think i'm both. HAH! stubborn fool.

2010-04-02T18:36:00.004+08:00

Hmm , yeah. Life sucks ya know? Hmm, i feel like spouting vulgarities. What did i do wrong? hmm, seems that my life is going from bad to worse. Zzzz.. always like that de leh, how i feel like just scolding someone. ya, i suck. as a friend, as a family member , as a lover. Never have i accomplish good things in life. No matter how hard i try to, never once was i good enough. Friends, i always quarrel with them, scold them, shout at them so i'm not a good friend. Family member, fights arguements even with mum , guess i suck as a family member as well.As a lover, hmm oso the same failure. Never am i good enough. At anything, guess that nowadays people standards are getting higher. Maybe i should just keep quiet and wait at a side. or just freaking vanish from your sight since i always piss u off. Never am i able to please u. Freaking bored. Temper my temper kills, fuck it man! shit the world, ZZZZZ! is all i can say. if u don want to get scolded by me dont talk to me. if asking is interrogating, like that teachers interrogates us everyday at school. (: i may be a bastard at times, but im an A.Hole all the time.

2010-03-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

Hmm, guess i'm giving up on chasing you, but i will continue to love you. Guess from the start i never stood a chance. Even if given one. Hah, wonder how much u even cares. maybe i sound selfish but ya i think u don care at all. All this while after thoroughly thinking through i really think that u didn't care much, maybe after seeing this post u might be angry, but then i'm just stating my thoughts because i scared we'll get into a quarrel if i said it to your face. Sigh, whenever i know that my efforts are wasted, i totally shagged. i fell to my knees when i heard u fallen for him, Now i know first impression last the longest. Hah, i know he's a good guy and he can be trusted so i think i will have no comments. He can take care of you i trust him too and so i'm not competing wi[th him any more because i know i never stood a chance in the start. Wedding dress a wonderful song wonder if u guys ever heard of it if not go listen to it. Letting go of the one u love really hurts. But seeing her being happy u should also be but i cant always be happy even though i will be happy i will also feel sad right? its common sense who wouldn't. Maybe u don know how much a casual remarks of yours can hurt me, Maybe even if anything happened to me u wouldn't care . Hope he can make u happy, enjoy your time ahead i really wont disturb u anymore. i'll just stand at a corner smiling when i know you're happy being with him.
Sadness is a illness with no cure, no medicine can heal the wound that is hurt by sadness. Heartaches but so what? Right? )':

2010-03-21T23:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm, abit late but still happy birthday to yeo chin gek aka small bear.
I wish to her on the day so shall not write belated. Hmm, the operation make her cry was a success however i felt bad by doing that.
We planned on acting like we didn't care on her birthday, but everyone went to hide secretly as everyone went hiding, tianhong and jeremy was putting candles to create a so called pathway to lead her to our location. there with everyone waiting to surprise her with a big chocolate cake and a birthday cake. In the end she really cried, heartache of course couldn't bear to see her cry , but at least it was tears of joy? So maybe should be happy, everyone took photos with her except me. am i a bastard? maybe i am, hah.. didnt had the mood to. but at least i showed her that her bday actually has significance. Even though some didn't wish, i still accompanied her throughout her whole birthday i really hope u enjoyed it. All credits goes to tianhong, planner and decorater jootong, planner and also decorater, may ying and jeremy helping crew. How useless am i to actually sit at a corner watching how they plan. totally useless T-T . Hah, i did my best to prove you wrong, since i did it once i prove u wrong again. All i can say is that i hope u enjoyed this birthday no matter how or what there are still friends that do care for you. Like us, 64. maybe not all but at least there are still some right? no matter what please do not say your birthday is insignificant. its significant , your birth is never insignificant, The date 20.03.1995 was the day u came on to this earth and u will still be here till old. But 20.03.2010 is the day i proved u wrong. Obviously i'll remember this. 20.03 is and will be an important date alright? Maybe not taking a photo was a bad choice cause i noticed i never took a photo alone with you before. Will regret of course hah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMALL BEAR. Hmm, i did my best and i hope my efforts are not wasted.
Thanks tianhong , jeremy, jootong ,may ying to complete this birthday, and all those who attended thanks of course. She probably is the most unluckiest person because she didn't took a photo with the most handsome person among all of them. ME?! AHH HAH, i'm thick skinned, what can u do? all i can say is if u dislike what i said above DA WO LA! HAHAHAH, maybe saying this might regret so who cares. Da wo la only refers to those that i admit that are more handsome than me those who are i not. i will beat u back if u touch me. :x
Even though its only been 3 months since i openly woo you , i didn't regret spending all my time with you. accompanying u, going out with you, slacking talking . i did cherish every moment with spent together of course. i remembered clearly alot. Even though i may not be able to be with you, i just wanna make you happy. Hmm, not all guys are the same some are different. of course, Quarrels did happened but they are inevitable , i learn from my mistakes and of course i wont wanna make u mad. This is actually quite a good start of the year for me. I'm sorry not being there for you when u needed me the most, i'm sorry for always pissing you off. And i'm definitely sorry for not being able to make you happy. i will try my best and hardest to do so. All i can say is Happy birthday. (: 15th already please you're mature enough stop being more mature, i scared u too mature till people think you is auntie chin gek.
Hah, of course i'm just gonna say it maybe you'll kill me if you see me writing this to let everyone know.
I LOVE YOU. (:

2010-03-18T00:24:00.002+08:00

Hmm, as i guessed so the start of the year is only a period of good time for awhile.
I guessed i just cant stop pissing her off. I saw something that actually made me teared today. Unbelievably i actually teared infront of yeo joo hoe and jordon.
Never expected to be seen tearing for her in front of someone actually.
I of course wanna stop pissing her off. but how? i noticed that my tone and my attitude seems to be the problem. Hmm, as such i also do notice that everyone says my tone and attitude has a problem. So for the sake of myself and everyone i shall try to control my temper and use an appropriate tone. Hmm, i guess i just wanna say it out .
I'm sorry for all i've done, sorry for pissing you off. sorry for whatever wrong that i've done. i'm changing for the better just hope i can win your heart before you fallen for him. I actually know that i always piss u off but i dont know how to seriously say sorry to you. I cant sound serious when i'm around you. Hmm, maybe because my seroius is being angry. Apparently,all i can do is say i'm sorry. i know i'm useless however i'm trying not hard enough so i shall work to my hardest. My love you for is never dying, i cant give up. i never ever really started to woo you till now. So i cant stop what i've started until i completed it. This is not a want but a need, this is not a can but a must. This is something i've dedicated to you and i will not lose. My love for you is not just an infatuation, I'll prove you wrong. Definitely will. Maybe past experiences make you feel that all guys are the same. But i'll prove you wrong. There are other guys out there that are different.
I'm Sorry!

2010-03-06T11:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm, i just came back from a suckish 3days 2 night camp, only enjoyed the god damn campfire. missed fastfood and soft drinks when was at the camp and had kfc right after the camp, guessed what? of all things i got a fever. super unlucky but then after a night rest i feel refresh and much more better..
Just bet something with someone. She said i'll lose the bet. Hmm, so i just cant lose it especially to her. haha, i can just say that i never regret doing anything in 2010. 2010 is a good year. Well at least for the start lets see how it goes throughout the whole year lets just say i'm having a good start. Even though i did ended some friendship, it felt awkward standing beside them, sometimes talking to another friend and the other one is the one i quarrelled with. it just feels awkward. but still i did not regret ending that friendship. maybe its better this way. Who knows? Hah, well lets just say i left my clique that i was with during sec 1 and 2. Now sticking to 64 and weiguang and kenneth more. Hah, this two idiots never fail to make me laugh and therefore with them is absolutely enjoying yourself. The thing u seriously needa know is that the jokes the say sometimes are funny but sometimes are not. But the jokes that are not funny still can make us laughs because their expression is priceless. u see their faces u'll definitely feel like laughing.
Anywhere anytime they can make u laugh. Hmm, just hope this year is much better.

2010-02-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

Before i start blogging i just want to say
Happy birthday to Edmund Yap(2Feb),
Happy birthday to JooHoe Korkor(3 Feb),
Hahas, Lets see officially quarrelled with the clique,
What i did wrong, Using vulgars on some of them when it wasnt their fault,
Hah, I didn't know till a later date, but it seems apologising isn't of any use.
So what? It seems that the world is against me.
Even my friends says that i'm in the wrong.
Hah, You also know their attitude is like that de so let them lor was the line,
One of my friend said to me.
Then, When i was sec 1 i was so guailan yet they ask me to change?
My attitude they also like that wad why cant let me be?
Ask me to change ask me don so guailan.
Then tio guailan jiu can lo.
I've change since my years in secondary school.
Since secondary 1 i was arrogant,irritating,noisy.
But soon after i've change only some of my bad habits.
Not being arrogant,stop being irritating, and of cause not guailan le la.
But then, my short temper and noisiness still have not change.
Its hard to change something that have been with you for your whole life.
But the quarrels with my friends is something i can never take back.
And is something i never regretted saying.
Maybe to them i'm in the wrong but its somethings they did that they didnt know that agitated me.Of course its natural to get angry but i kept my cool until they pissed me off.
Even though we maybe brothers and sisters,
Why guailan? Friends was the term they said we were.
If we're friends why guailan each other? If we're friends must guailan so much?
I guailan u all u all ask me to change. u all guailan i ask u all to don guailan i tio scolded.
Lame so how? even talking nicely in msn also failed so how to talk?
It maybe my fault. But i dont think so. Maybe sending the sms may be sudden.
But it was something i've been holding back for so long.
Of course, tolerance has a limit u should know.
But heck care, u tell me your attitude is like that?
If this is how things should be then let it be.
It means we're not meant to be friends and not meant to be a clique.
Someone ask me if we could be together like last time.
Hah, my answer was nope. If i gave them a 2nd chance would they cherish it?
The first time i talk to them nicely wasn't even useful so why would a 2nd chance work?
20th i hosted an outing but in the end i'm not going.
Bloody joke rite? But i thought about it but then,
One of them is a newcomer so if i go we would definitely quarrel so i've decided not to.
So that he can bond with them, to get used to being with my ex-friends.
I may be an unreasonable bastard but im still a good friend. Even if we quarrelled,
I still try my best to let him or her. Because busted my friends is something i can never do.
If u think i'm unreasonble so be it i can't control your thoughts because you have your own mind.
Let it be then, Bye Friends. 2years of friendship was fun.
And of coursee the newcomer, the one and only month with you was also fun but it seems that we have a problem communicating with each other so only for a month we were friends.
But i'll admit that the one month was fun, bowling playing pool, is something i'll soon 4get.
Have fun with your new friends. :)

2010-02-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Ok, Few days past,
Happy birthday to kenneth tay ting wei (29jan),
Happy birthday to Nai ge Lao Da(31jan).
hehehe,
Ipod touch is something i just got.
海派甜心 has ended. The best romance/comedy show.
You can like as many people as you want but you will only love one person.
Please be more specific when u use these two words.

2010-01-26T23:13:00.002+08:00

I'm nothing but an asshole,
Most of the people wan me to be myself,
But after thinking thoroughly i think to be the opposite of what they want,
Being what they want me to be is giving them a chance to criticize me,
I will not let them seize the chance to criticize me,
Whats the point, No matter what i do,
I just feel that i am being played around,
tricking myself into believing i was happy,
Tricking myself to just smile in front of everyone to not let them see how i truly feel,
people may be thinking that i am crapping because only a few have seen how i really feel,
People whom i really cares about me have actually seen me feeling down,
How i long for a real laugh,How i long to really smile instead of show a fake smile,
Its been a long time since i really felt happy,
After going through last year, i really feel like going back to being a child,
A child that has no worries, that just plays until he's tired,
A child who dont have to study, a child that do not need to care about appearance,
A kid that doesn't have to pay for his own meals,
A kid that can just sleep for how long he wants and watch tv,
A Kid that doesn't know what love is,
a kid that really don know how love hurts,
Just a little kid.
How sometimes i may feel envious seeing how others are happy being together,
how sometimes i feel sad to know that i'm always being criticize,
How useless,careless i am.
Why do i fall in love with someone i cant be with?
Why should i even bother to see if others feel sad,
Why do i bother even comforting them when i know they will just forget about it when they are happy again, How i treat others and how others treat me are totally different,
Maybe helping someone doesn't need anything in return but then,
Being help is something i usually dont get.
I can't bear to see anyone being sad but others can bear to see me being sad.
What do they do? talk to others and pretend to not see me or just keep quiet.
Friends, i dont really think i have friends,
Friends scold u like a parent,
irritates u like a sister,
cares for u like a lover,
but none of my friends are like that.
My friends are just hi-bye people, who usually do not care about my existence,
My existence is nothing more than a mistake that was write into the book of existence.
My life is a mistake my existence itself is a mistake.
i should just disappear into thin air.
But i cant if i was able to control my own life, How great will it be.
Sighs, All well doesnt end well for me

2010-01-25T20:08:00.003+08:00

After reading this post please tag it thanks.
The sec 3 life i am having isn't turning out the way i expected,
Alot of things happening, i am confuse,
i feel like just screaming, the me here and the me in real life are two completely different person,
when im here i usually write out what i really feel,
And in real life just smile to everyone to hide my emotions,
A laugh, a smile is able to fool everyone and anyone.
But myself, i cant fool myself,
im patient enough to wait, im dumb enough to not give up,
Yet i may be a
F-ing,son of a...,mother f-er,bastard, an immature a-hole,
That doesn't mean i don have a mature side of me,
the mature side of me only shows when i'm talking to someone seriously,
usually when im around everyone i just want to make a fool out of myself to see smiles from everyone, smiles from others tells me that immature me can make others happy,
But being immature also lets other people criticize me more,
my immaturity makes others happy and also gives others a chance to criticize me,
Let me say something,
When i'm acting immature, they will laugh. But time and time again when they criticize me,
Calling me a small boy,children, kid,
They'll forget that the so called"small boy,child,kid" was the person who made them smile,
Was the person that made them laugh, and cheer them up when they were down,
Always lending them my ears to listen to their troubles, to comfort them whenever needed.
But time and time again they will criticize me for making them happy,
For making them smile, all my efforts were wasted because,
They didnt think on how i comforted them, how i make them laugh,
I come be mature, but the mature me makes everyone think that im emoing,
makes everyone think that im sad, Because being the mature me means,
not much of talking, listening to music and sleeping.
If u have a choice to choose whether u wan a
Immature kid that cares about everyone or a mature kid that cares about no one,
I'll let u choose the me u guys want. Reply in my tagbox which damien u really want,
Think carefully before u tag because i may become the one u dont like.

2010-01-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

Well lets just say school reopening is a bad thing,
hair got caught,got photographed by chua ong cause i tuck out,
Sigh, alot of bull shits happen. But yeah its good to be back with friends,
Nothing much really change other than long pants,
Well i got a new friend, Jeremy. A friend's younger brother,
Hah and soon one of us. Well School Really is a no to me n jordon cause it sucks.
But than new friends,new future, and other shit.
Just hope i wont retain, Hah And anyway.
Happy birthday to,
Daphne Low CUMMING(Kar Min)
Well huh 15 le please la mature a bit la hor, and stop talking so loudly.
Hah well nothing else left but
I have one thing to say,
FUCK U PUSSIES:)

2009-12-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

Currently crazy about this show 海派甜心.
This is a nice show.Really funny.
Currently listening to some of my top songs.
1.IYAZ-Replay
2.Rainie Yang-Yu Ai
3.Rainie Yang-Ni Ming De Peng You
4.Ai Feng Tou
5.Bu Hui Ai.

Noticed that lifes getting miserable by the second.
Christmas is coming. Maybe going out.
Wonder hows everyones life is going on.
Well i'll describe mine as miserable,sad and lonely.
The one thing i learn in life is that the only person that u can care for is yourself.
Because the thought of caring for someone else is good but
when you truly notice, you will know that no one cares about you.
The only person you can trust is also yourself.
The thought of telling others by trusting them is wrong.
When they say they wont tell, in the end they still will.
Have you ever been hurt? Hurt by love, Hurt by friends,
Hurt by everything around you?
Let me just tell you this, The pain i'm feeling is unbearable and
no one truly knows that i'm in pain.
No one even cares whether i'm alive anot.
Even if i'm gone for a week. Disappeared or whatever. No One will care,
No one will notice too.Until the moment when they need to
ask or lend things from me than they will know im gone.
But they also will not care.
I'm gonna change.I'm gonna show those who have
commented bad things about me.
I'm gonna show everyone how much i am willing to change
just to be cared, just to be noticed.
Just to be a friend.
I'm going to change my personality,my looks,my attitude,
my wardrobe,my behaviour and my everything.
When the new year begins, it also marks the beginning of a new me.
So watch out world here i come a new me is gonna be in town.
And i bet u are not gonna like him.
If the new me is not a liking to you people, this is my answer
THATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM THEN!
I'm gonna do what i wanna do. I'm gonna be what i wanna be.
So don't like me? Don't talk to me. Thats the new me :)

2009-12-09T01:29:00.003+08:00

Time sure flies when you're enjoying yourselves.
But yet i didn't enjoy myself yet time still flew away like nothing happened,
This year can be said a sad year for me,
Separating from friends,
Heart-aching moments,
Moments of sadness,
Well, sigh not one will ever know how i feel.
I'm sure a loner,
Noticed that my existence is not important,
Everyone's life will still be the same without me,
So why should i even bother,
i don have any will to live anymore,
Friends, are something that only used you for a certain period of time,
Soon after they will leave you,or yet still forget you.
For now, the only ones who remembers that i still exist are,
lesser than 10 people i think,
People who talk to me are less than 5,
having heart to heart talks are less than 3 people,
closed friends are not even more than 1,
sigh, a life like this whats there more for me to do?
i don even think i should continue living.
Love life, Lets see.
Well For the girl i like, she's giving me a cold shoulder.
We dont really talk much, and i noticed we never really had a good conversation at all.
She's too good for someone like me. Love is something that everyone but i can have.
For the first time, Tears came rolling down my cheeks for just a single girl.
I thought that it will never happen but it seems i'm wrong.
If possible, i really want to let her know how much i love her,
Even though i can never be with her, being her friend is already hard.
i think i'm a stranger to her.
I might be stubborn or foolish to love someone i know i can never be with,
But I love her. i can't just stop loving her if i want to.
Emotions are too strong for me to control.
It may be a small period of time compared to her love for the one she loved.
Even if it was only 7months and 8days,
I still hang on foolishly, how stubborn can i even get.
No matter what happens, no matter how much i will get despised by others,
I still want to say out that i love her.
Maybe its destined for me to never be with her,
but for how long i will not know,
But i will love her no matter what

2009-12-02T02:10:00.002+08:00

Somehow unable to find my usb cable so i will not be able to update the photo of the day,
Seems that today was quite a fun day.
Mps Gathering organised by,
The One and only me :),
Was suppose to watch 2012/raging phoniex but than,
Some incidents happen and we changed to bowling instead,
Well Fun and Awesomes are the words to describe this gathering,
Lets see, Lijian A botak guy from my primary school, finally decided to grow his hair,
And yeah it was damn funny making miss 4 times, getting 4 0s. Omg damn angry,
Ate mac for lunch, Kfc for dinner,
Went back at void deck play monopoly with the remaining guys left,
Fun. Laugh like hell.
People who went for this outing,
Myself,WeiZheng,Jeremy,Guohui,Kenneth,Neekong,Firdani,Hafiz,Haikal,Mark,Filicks,
Yiliang,XiaoDing,Grace,Vivian,YuanJin,Claris.
After monopoly, went to gk house,
Watch them one piece awhile,Played poker with ben, lost to him alot of times,
But fun,Though today was a fun,
A sensation that can only be felt once a blue moon,
I cherished every moment with them.
But to be honest the end of the day spoils it.
Love is something everyone but me can never have

2009-11-15T13:56:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo...
IM bACK...EOYS OVER Every damn shit things are now more fun n ya better i guess.
Juz came back from my 4d3n chalet...yeah i rox...somehow somewhat lazy to update photos n lazy to post..but..i loved it..somehow everyone mistaken my chalet as a class chalet. well its juz a chalet for frendz of my age.. not a class chalet...
Jordon N DAPHNE! WAS SO CLOSE DURING THE CHALET. LOL! Slept together for the whole 3nites..they hug. n yeah..etc etc...wildwildwet,cycling, poker, bbq, damn fun shits..but yeah im back n i missed chalet..lols jordon n i wished the chalet could have lasted longer...its fun staying in the same house as your frendz.. Juz quarrells may happened..yeah i did scold some of my frendz during the chalet due to bad temper

I HERE BY APOLOGISE TO ALL THAT I'VE SCOLDED DURING THE CHALET...
But seriously it may be the last time we could be together. Sec 3 is a different year, everyone seperating. i tink we might not even talk anymore. But yeah u guys are the best.

First day..someone got raped..u could say rape bah, everyone came.. night cycling.
2nd day, small bear n sengyang came. Yeah,poker bbq, beer.. i wanna thank small bear for being the so call bartender for the night. Coz she is helping us throughout the whole game n see people vomitting. SengYang Became My Darling :). We played murderer, indian poker, n other poker games. www was during the 2nd day.(daphne was drunk yeah vomitted like hell)
3rd day,all went to ate mac..yeah i did not have space to sleep..i woke up at 4am letting junjie sleep on the spot i was sleeeping i went to eat mac with jundong n junyong.5am plus we came back..no spaced for me to sleep in the morning so yeah i emoed by myself outside waiting for the sun to rise n for someone to wake up so i get a spot to sleep. i managed to emoed for 3hours. coz i was sitting outside the chalet from 5.30am to 8plus am.. slack watched x family, watch shows.. slack.. till darling n smallbear went back. than bbqed later..it was a success during the 3rd nite. than chiong vodka. Jordon, kenneth elain was drunk...Elain keep on shouting wo yao da tong, n yeah she cried. Jordon keep kpkb saying wan daphne to sleep wif him n keep scold people. Kenneth keep say not drunk but than walk straight oso got problem. LOLS. Yeah me jundong, junyong aizai de wont drunk :).

The last day went to kopitiam to eat breakfast n than elain,jorean,daphne,junjie,jundong departed.left me alex junyong n kenneth n jordon. we went to find Jie(wenchin) went back to 64 played ball...went to bas watch their match n yup than ate dinner n met up wif yunjie:) played ball..and than went home chiong show..

NOW I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO POST.. JUZ WANNA SAY THANKS FOR MY FRENDZ TO COME TO THE CHALET N HAVE FUN. FOR THOSE WHO WERE UPSET DURING THE CHALET HOPE U CAN CHEER UP. AND YEAH FRENDZ ARE FUN. CHALET IS FUN AND YEAH DRUNKEN PEOPLE ARE FUNNY :P LOLS!

2009-11-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Why am i always feeling down?
I always put a fake smile in front of others.
I always think that being good at something is easy,
but in reality its hard.The only thing i'm good at is
being a nuisance,being a spoilt kid and being a bastard.
My life, well isn't that good, studies is out, playing computer games daily,
playing basketball and not improving.
Everything in life does not go the way u want it to.
Friends who usually say they will comfort is too busy to comfort you.
Friends that said even at the busiest times will accompany you,
yet they failed to show up and give excuses.
True friends are hard to find,
yet i don't know whether i'm a good friend or not.
Many questions, No Answers.
If I can, i would really want a good friend.
A friend that can accompany me, A friend that can comfort me,A friend that i can talk to,
A friend that understands me,A friend that will help me.
Just a good friend will satisfy me.
But because of my attitude it is hard for me to find such a friend.
I sometimes wonder whether what my friends think of me,
yet i am scared of bearing a grudge against him or her after knowing the truth.
But for now, i only have a limited circle of friends.
And only a few is truly a good friend.
Maybe naming out some of them may make my other friends think that
I do not trust them, so i will not say anything.

wish i am able to be happy, to lead a good life, to have a good friend, and for me to maybe(99.9% a no) be with her.

2009-11-03T11:57:00.001+08:00

Now holiday le...very sianz nth to do..nv go out...only play basketball,chinesechess,use computer,slack tis are the only things i have been doing since holiday started...waiting for any outingss... or wadever..tired of lying at home

2009-10-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

Lols..i tink i will not retain..coz everyone around me is currently tinking abt retain retain retain..and quite a number of my frendz tink they would retain..no one is being optimistic..well i am.. n yet alot of things still goes wrong haiz..fked it fk care..I HAVE FKING LEARN A VALUEABLE LESSON
NEVER TRUST ANYONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF!FKED IT!

2009-10-27T13:29:00.002+08:00

Totally forgotten that my blog is here... EOY IS OVER..
Sadded... failed 6 subjects but passed 4..well im still going to sec 3 anyway XP..
Long Pants Long Pants!!!hahas..Well recently theres nothing much i can do.. watching animes..playing basketball..ooo..two more weeks to chalet song bo?! well juz wanna say my blogs not dead so ya dun put tags like dead blog!!@#!$#@%^*&^%$#@

2009-09-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

Tis post i supppose to be on 17/09/2009 coz of lazyness i didnt update n decided to post it now on 17/09/2009 was PATRICK FONG TIAN HUI'S BIRTHDAY...
4plus secretly went down help small bear n jootong tie water bomb..tilll 6 went up again...than 10 plus they come back....we eat cake play water bomb...ben take one pail of water pour on patrick..zhi qiang take miranda orange sweet drink pour on patrick than we all took photos...if wanna see go my facebook n see...had alot of fun..than go joohoe house...watch them dance...beat it by micheal jackson, cheng yao by show luo(luo zhiqiang),and sorry sorry by superjunior...so funny but video was uploaded on facebook our group 64 so oni 64 people can see..so sad u guys cant see it coz it was hella funny man...64 seriously rox..happy to be wif them..at least being wif them i can seriously laugh out loud...

2009-09-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

Sick n tired....lols...

Trying my best to push myself..to study n to be fit...

recently keep workingout wif jordon n junyong..

getting tired...lols...keep noseblock...haiz...

shag...i've been hearing songs daily...

in school juz do work n sleep...

nth in sch is fun...

haiz..

CBW sux

2009-09-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

What makes me wanna go n hit myself in the wall?

My Frendz?Coz all of them keep calling me cbw?
Coz my life is in a mess?
Coz i feel that i am a failure?
Failure in wad?Both in life as a person n in my love life.
Coz of sch?of Teacher?

FK IT..I HATE IT

I FKING HATE MY SELF..

I FKING HATE MY LIFE..

I START TO FKING HATE MY FRENDZ..

I AM IN NO MOOD TO TOK TO MY FRENDZ..

ONI MY SENIORS N 64..

WHY?COZ I FKING FED UP..

FKED UP N ANGRY OF THEM CALLING ME CBW..CHONG BOON WEI..OR MR CHONG..

KNN I HATE THEM

I SERIOUSLY DO..IF I COULD I WISH TO QUIT SCH..

WAD I CHERISH NOW IN SECONDARY SCH..IS ONI MANAGING TO MEET JORDON N JUNYONG...

THE REST OF THEM..ANNOYS ME..

HONESTLY...WHY SHUD I EVEN BOTHER...

MAYBE TOMORROW IM KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT FOR ONCE..MAYBE AVOIDING THEM?

MAYBE SHOUTING AND SCOULDING THEM GOT USE..

I REALLY WISH..JUZ WISH...TO BE ALONE...

FOR A DAY...FOR AN HOUR..FOR MAYBE JUZ ONE WEEK...

NO ONE TO ANNOY ME..DISTURB ME...

FKED UP...I HATE IT...SERIOUSLY HATE IT...

2009-09-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

After going back to primary school yesterday i really miss them..i keep tinking of them..even though yesterday we oni spent a few hours..its was so fun..much more better than being wif my secondary frendz..

i had so much fun yet there wasnt enuff time..

Went back to primary sch n noticed..The food was still better in primary sch than secondary sch..

Lols..One more Laugh wif them One more photo wif them..one last more wif them is definitely worth it..

Noticed that the way we tok the way we acted didnt change at all..

still the same like old times...Like old times..the girls still bully me...poor me..

yet one finger owned them all :) FOD=Finger of death hahas..

I wish for juz one more year..one more year to spend wif my frendz in primary sch like old times..

One Day...a few hours a few minutes is definitely better than in sec sch..

In Sec Sch..Life's a Bore...Ok lets see...

Sec 1 frendz see liao hi jiu bye..oni jordon always come my house...

Sec 2 frendz..sit together..tok together..sleep together..than jiu bye bye..

Sec 3 frendz..all always chat wif me..tok to me..play wif me...bball especially..

Sec 4 see liao oso hi jiu bye...

Nothing much fun...k one by one say out bah...

Alex,Jundong and junyong plus me..always together..do homework together..suan each other together..sleep together..eat together..go slack together...

Elain...Always wif katarina n kartika in class..when recess is wif tzehsien qinxian daphne joanne..

Daphne..veri less see her veri less tok to her...oso hanging out wif the girls during recess..

Tzehsien...hang out wif the girls during recess..

qinxian n joanne oso the same bah...

rachel leh..always call me chong boon wei..cbw..etc etc...

ok...Than we are always anti social in sec sch..boys usually on the corner of the table girls either..behind,infront or beside us...

we all always tok abt bo liao de things..as for girls..gossip siao lorh?

After sch arh..usually..alex go home yong go home dong go home jordon come my house all the girls oso go home..my routine has been like this since start of jan..

Tis are my frendz..n tis is my lame life...do u tink my life is fun?

usually spending my time alone..oni when i feel left out..i will faster run back n tok to them..if i nv tok..they cfm say i emo or nv notice me there de...but seriously speaking im usually invisible to everyone other than junyong n jundong n alex..sometimes alex oso will treat me as invisible too..no one usually notice me unless i make some noise...thats why..im noisy....

ONE THING I WAN TO CLARIFY

I HATE MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE..

NTH ELSE TO SAY LE LORH..

2009-08-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

LOLS PRIMARY SCH..total 21 of us plus our form teacher Mrs han :)

LOLS..ALOT OF THEM So Tall..175,171,10,168..JOKE SIA..

Im one of the shortest boys..but majority of the girls are shorter than me other than 2 girls...

Miss them alot..suddenly organise a primary sch outing on 30th Oct...lols...dunno go where...

see how lorh...Nth Really much to post abt...

2009-08-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

Questions to all..

Do i look happy in front of u all?
or do i look sad in front of u all?
i juz suddenly tot of tis question i tot of asking everyone...
Blur..hate going to sch nowadays..other than meeting frendz..sch sux..
all i wan is my time spending wif my frendz..going out..playing eating sleeping...
all my time...if i could haf it..Recently my mind haf alot of thing to tink..
Confusion..My head filled wif many things..
Schools a drag...waste of time..yet i still haf to attend to sch...
Crap...no matter what im doing...
no matter sleeping or daydreaming or juz tinking..
the first thing i tink of is her?its hard to forget someone whom u love..
Wonders why so many people can haf happiness n yet not treasure it..
its like laughing at happiness that they haf n others dun..
although wad i blog may not be read by u guys...
yet i blog for wad i feel..i tink that im a joke...
i tink that i cant bring out the best of who i am..
i wish for more..i wish to spend my time wif frendz...wif 64?clique?her?
every little thing can sometimes be big to someone else...
its gonna be eoy soon..i nid to buck up but can i?well lets hope so...
it seems that i lost the happy cheerful little joker i once was...and now..
into a totally different person..now..pulling off a smile..trying my best to get back to how i was..
in p6 the happy cheerful little fat chubby me...p6 was the time that i was really happy n cheerful before changing when i reach secondary sch..
When i was pri 6..height was 143 was like so short...n i was fat n chubby..40 kg if im not wrong n i remember clearly that i was fat but not in tough club hahas..
im not overweight but i was round...as in veri round hahas..
truly wad i miss is my attitude...the joker little me..now changed into..a sad guy..
seems that no one can truly understand who i am..i maybe smilling on the outside..but
on the inside..im wondering why do i even bother...
i wonder why dun i juz show my sad self in front of everybody..but
i juz feel that i cant..i dun wanna let people see that im sad..
always trying my best to hide..but when daydreaming...
i m able to put out a sad/sianz face n tell people that im juz tired n they actually believed it..
although i laugh n joke in sch..i still tink that im left out..always being the shortest..the most extra..seems like everyone can get along n tok easily n yet i cant find anyone to tok to..feel like sharing my tots yet i scared that the person cant keep his/her mouth shut...

can everything change for the better?
fallen to deep...yet still falling deeper trying to stop my self from going deeper...
my feelings for her..is hard to fade..yet i dunno why it cant fade..i wish to be wif her...
yet i feel that i cant..and i juz wish is for her to be able to smile..and not get sad...
i feel useless..i feel unimportant i feel that im juz an extra in life..
i tink that everyone thinks im annoying irritating n a noisy little brat..maybe its true?why not?

2009-08-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Another post? why not?

Looks like..somepeople around me are having relationships problems...haiz...
Relationship?Wads relationship?

Relationship..is something that actually bond us?or ? is it when two people fall in love n become stead that is call relationship...maybe not..my english isnt quite good but better than rachel teng..hahas...maybe i shud go dictionary n check..why not??..relationship seems complicated...

Why do people stead?for the sake of steading?becoz its true love?or becoz they juz tinks it is fun?
One thing that makes love bad is that when u fall too deep..n ur partner suddenly leaves u...u will be sad..breakdown?moodless...emo?why does people fall in love wif u for so long n yet suddenly decides to break??is it becoz they fall for another girl??puppy love?honging u only?or juz flirting?
somepeople treat relationship alittle bit to serious..maybe thats good ... but that may oso be bad..
Is being in a relationship better than being single?Many questions in my head..juz blogging for the sake of it...dun feel like mia from my blog..
Love/Relationship/steads..is really something a little to complicated..
Is falling in love better than being loved?why not?
Does ur love one make u happy whenever u are sad?can 3words i love you really make a difference...some people say it casually but some others tink that i love you is something to be said when u are truly in love...

From wad i can say..is that...Childish,Lame,Irritating,Annoying,arrogant,retarded,immature,guailan n xialan are things that shud not be in a relatinoship...coz from what i tink..people wont want to haf a stead like that...i know coz im that kind of person...wad i mention above is wad i tink of myself..i dun tink im kind...i dun tink im clever..i dun tink that im veri nice...i tink im a bastard...n i tink that people hate being around me?Maybe? maybe not?i would nv know becoz i cant read minds...even if they hate being around me..i dun tink they will tell me..even if i tried asking they will all lie for the sake of not wanting to hurt me?maybe i juz cant grow up?maybe im juz still a little kid..Maybe im a kid that nv wants to grow up..haiz..wad to do?tis is my personality..i cant change anything..maybe as time pass i could change but to wad i can say...i will nv become mature..
Hope i can grow up soon...or maybe hope that i can stay a kid forever?lols..am i crazy?maybe?
Nothing i could think of posting anymore so im ending it here...

2009-08-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY HEADACHE TO THE MAX!!WTF....FIRST TIME SUFFFER SO MUCH PAIN IN MY HEAD..
ok..went to eat sakae sushi wif mum n bro than come back home alone coz my mum n bro
watch g.i.joe i alrdy watch liao..so i went went home..tremendous headache..was like first
time so much pain in my head...People came to take care of me :)

THX ALOT TO PATRICK FONG,CHONG KITMUM AKA BAKCHORMEE, YEO JOOHOE N LEETIANHONG FOR TAKING
CARE OF ME...THX ALOT U GUYS HAHAS!! U GUYS ROX MAN!!!Life SAVIOUR :) LOVE U GUYS MAN!!!

nth happen recently..hahas..nth to post..

2009-08-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

Love..it is something so powerful...i wonder why tis emotion existed in our lives...
Do u ever notice that whenever u are in love wif the person u might do stubborn things
but u dun tink its stubborn...for a love one..u may forsake everything and everyone juz
for ur love one...is this feeling really that hard to oppose..or maybe its juz something
we cant control..Loving someone..is it rite to be in a relationship..knowing the consequences
of wad might happen during ur relationship..Loving someone can be good..but loving someone
oso can suffer...i wonder why people dun really treat love seriously...i've notice that
some people don even know wad love is n still go into a relationship...maybe its their
tots..well im not sure...

Noticing some of my frendz..because of love..is not really in a good mood..so i wonder..
is Love a good thing or a bad thing?do we suffer more or do we enjoy more when we are in
love?From wad i've notice...some of my frendz..tinks that they are in love but all it
seems to be is juz puppy love..but im in no position to say them...tinking why loving
someone or being love is gd?

Do u really mean it when u say u love him/her? Do u tink doing so much things for the one
u love is useful?Maybe to u yeah?but maybe to him/her its juz normal..Do u really tink
that u and her can last forever?but from wad i tink...forever are used in fairytales..
and fairytales are something totally different from reality..sometimes wonder why we
will feel the pain when we are rejected...wondering if when we are in a relationship
and we neglect our frendz n families..will they get upset?will they get angry?or will
they tink that we are unreasonable juz becoz we oni spent time we our love one?
Forsaking everything n everyone when u're wif ur love one?When u are wif ur love one..
u are blinded by her love?or her looks?When u're wif her..u may tink that u two are
the oni ones on the planet...blinded by love..tinking everyone n everything else is not
around us..oni the two of us?well..is it true that when we fall too deep for someone..
we will be foolish enough to do things that we dont do?Or doing it juz for the sake of her?

Well im out of things to say..i juz posted wad i tot abt....ending my post here..

2009-08-04T21:06:00.001+08:00

Life now is so boring...doing the same rountine over and over again..wake up..go to school..after school go home..use comp play basketball and sleep..this routine happens daily other than on weekends...nth happen tis few days..sick of fever not long ago..and after a week or two..get eye infection..lols..i damn unlucky..

i wonder how people are enjoying their lifes doing fun things..playing around outside...a life filled wif boredom haiz...oh yeah..
happy belated birthday to Bernard , Siva n Edmund..tmr is elain's birthday..lols.. so sianz..

2009-07-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

From Today till next year 2010 29july i will be officially not talking to her unless she apologies to me....hahas....LOLS!

2009-07-25T00:14:00.001+08:00

happy belated bday to ritche n happy bday to bernard..may both of ur wishes come true :) hahas see i so good

2009-07-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO JOANNE TENG N RACHEL TENG!...hahas today went to watch harry potter..on the way saw clare..after movie came back took same bus wif clare n daryl wong lols...hahas the movie rox!

2009-07-14T21:27:00.004+08:00

Sick...haiz..feeling unwell...no mood to post..but i dun wan my blog to be dead so i wil post for today...5days mc...lols dunno wad to do..feel like dying....scared i tio h1n1..haiz alot of people ask me to get well .. i wish i cud n i will...Wasnt able to post happy birthday to linlin n kuanyao for some reasons .. so i would like to say happy belated birthday to Toh KuanYao n wong lin lin :) dun say i nv say hor!

2009-07-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

(The Clique now!!LOLS!)

LOLS!@!...today school as per usual..lame suck fuck...other school..go find jordon..than saw jordon tio taiji..lols..xiao haizi..got one guy wan to fite wif jordon oso dun dare step one gangster..tio shoot by me until jialat jialat :) bully brother of coz shoot him de wan fite jiu fite but he hum..hahas..after that change so sing K-Box wif elain they all..sibei fun hahas
actually oso nothing much to post ok got super funny pics n videos..

^^ (Me covering my face coz i singing someone wan take photo)
(Me n elain i hide my head in my shirt)>>>

(2nd photo of clique)

(Me N elain)too dark not clear

(junyong break a cup)

(We all look at the photographer standing on the sofa)

(Daphne stepping on jordon/junyong laugh at jordon)

(Me n jordon)

(Me n jordon wif mic)

(Jor Me n Daphne)

Some lame videos hahas!

Another lame video:)

2009-07-02T23:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIANHONG,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU:).

happy bday to lee tianhong BROTHER FOR LIFE :)...hahas :) dun tink i will forget lols..i might not be quite early but i did wish u happy bday hehes..tianhong old liao

Feel that no one can understand me

2009-06-29T19:45:00.003+08:00

Haiz...I totally shag..haiz no one understand me...no one understand how i try to put up a strong front while how left out i feel...i sometimes really juz feel like dying...the only way i can try to make myself happy is to quarrel is beat people to get beaten?haiz..i feel that i being guailan is not my attitude its juz my only way to entertain myself?i really feel left out...i feel like talking to someone..trustful?wont laugh at me?someone who will lend me a listening ear??how?i feel that im stupid i feel that im childish..i feel like changing but..childishness is a way to make me less upset? i nid someone to help me...im starting to feel lost..starting to wonder who is the one that i can tok to...

a nuisance am i? an annoying arrogant bastard qian da little kid?i feel like crying i feel like toking to someone i can trust some one that can comfort me some one to take care of me...haiz...i nid someone to tok to..someone help me...how i wish to breakdown right in front of my frendz sometimes...

2009-06-27T00:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME N BETTY,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME N BETTY ,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME N BETTY..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!:)

HAHAS...APPARENTLY..THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO REMEMBERED THAT TODAY IS MY BDAY..HAHAS...IM GONNA ANNOUNCE THE FIRST
FEW PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY SAID HAPPY BDAY TO ME FIRST..

1st.Kizuko,2nd.Elain,3rd.Bakchormee,4th.Sengyang,5th.Wenchin,6th.Sengtiong,7th.Lin2,8th.Koh Yong Lin(happy the first primary school frend to remember)hahas im glad tianhong they all haven sleep they all remember!!64 rules..everyone rules too hahas..everyone at 64 remembered im happy :)hahas

The post own top was from midnight of 27th june i will continue to post...on 27 june 12am..received alot of happy birthday..hahas im glad that quite a number of people remembered
used comp till 3am..small bear ton at my house..she use till 4am den go to sleep...
i woke up at 9 waiting for sengyang,sengtiong,and small bear to wake up..
small bear 1pm wake up,seng yang n tiong dunno wad time wake up..
we went to eat at 3.15..than they came my home..
sengyang learning dota..small bear blog,plurk etc etc..
than went down to 64 play ball...
8plus cut cake celebrate hahas...
jeremy n kuan yao leave at around 1210
Small bear n jootong left at around 1230
hahas...it was so fun...i will remember tis year's bday...
27062009 coz i celebrated my bday wif 64 :)
im so happy..64 is loved...64 is my home :) 64 rox!!
Me n jootong!!

Me n KuanYao (eyes small small)Me n kuanyao(eyes big big)Me n Small bearMe n Small bearMe n tianhongMe n tianhong Act cute
Me n PatrickMe n patrick(funny face)Me n jeremyMe joohoe jootong n jeremy
Me jootong joohoe jeremyHAHAS AND TIS IS MY 64 DE FAMILY ACTUALLY SOME Missing maybe next year
i will tink of having a party?dunno larh see how first :)

2009-06-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

today breakfast ate roti prata at macpherson lane..wif smallbear,sengyang,alex...they came my house after that use comp till 5 went to 64...7 go eat wif smallbear,sengyang,sengtiong,bernard...than watch drag me to hell...lols not as scarey as i expected...

When she's not around..i want to tell her alot of things..but when she's beside me..im speechless...im confused..nid someone to tok to.

2009-06-25T00:09:00.004+08:00

Today woke up at 11plus...than play dota at 12 till 12.30...than went out wif sengyang ahbee n jordon..hahas watched transformers...it was cool...hahas...than came back to 64 at around 8plus went to macpherson lane wif sengyang to eat prata for dinner..went gk house slack until now than come up glad i went out wif them hahas..LOLS

i feel useless..i dunno wad to say..i dunno how to help....im confused...sad?emo...haiz..juz becoz of...i really felt useless..

hahas...tis is the 2nd part of my post..the post on top was for yesterday 24th june..ok today morning went to eat lambee wif 64 de people...than go home all of them come up 5 plus jeremy n me pei smallbear go singpost than ate longjohn silver for dinner..hahas...
sad?moody?i dunno ..im not as optimistic as i used to be..haiz..time change..everyone change..im alone...forgotten..forsaken..

2009-06-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

LOLS..saw this quiz..say i muz do jiu do lorh :)
All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she dosen't have a blog or have already done this quiz. write the names of the 14 people you could think of the top of your head, then answer the questions .
1. Alex
2. Kizuko
3. Junyong
4. Joanne
5. JunDong
6. Jorean
7. Elain
8. JunJie
9. Daphne
10. Rachel
11. Joohoe
12. KuanYao
13. Fathu
14. Amirul
1. How did you get to meet 7? Destiny?Fate? i met her in secondary school..she's my mei
2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? i would have lost a good n funny brother
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? 1 n 12 are both boys..they're not gay so i dun know
4. Have you seen 14 cry? Nope..hahas..
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? Nope..hahas one too tall n one short...not pei..
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? Erm...As a Kor yes duh!!im not gay...zzz -_-||
7. What's 2's favourite colour? lols im not sure never asked her b4..
8.When was the last time you talked to 9? Real life last day of school..in the comp..forgot le..
9. What language does 8 speak ? English n chinese to me :)
10. Who is 13 going out with? No one
11. What grade is 12 in? Sec 3
12. Would you ever date 10? Dont know..i follow my heart not a quiz :)
13. Whats the best thing about 13? He's my brother in my class :) a good n funny brother of coz..
14. What's the best thing about 8? That he is a good frend..
15. Have you ever kissed 5? NO WAY!! IM NOT GAY!!LOLS WHO WANNA KISS HIM?!!WTF!?
16. What was the best memory you have with 7 ? Erm..not sure..alot since we used to haf fun tgt
17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? how i know? let fate decide :)
18. How is 12 and 14 different? one tall one short..one super funny one funny..one chinese one malay..
19. Is 6 Pretty? okok :)
20. How did you meet 5? in school..hahas
21. Is 1 your best friend? yup..:) n best brother too..
22. Have you seen 4 on the last time? dun understand..hahas..i tink so..dun really get tis question..
23. Do you hate 12? no way..hahas.
24. Have you seen 4 on the last month? yeah..duh..
25. When was the last time you talk to 3? On june 15 on the phone..
26. Have you been to 5's house? nope..
27. When's the last time you gonna see 10? how i know..zz..
28. Are you close to 13? Duh??!! My brother in class!
29. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? yup..10 promises to my dog after sec 1's napfa
30. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? like duh...quarrel..
31. Would you give 2 a hug? why not?i would..
32. When have you ever lied to 3? Nope..
33. Is 1 good in socializing? yup..can say so
34. Do you know secrets about 9? not sure..dun really know..
35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. Strangers...
36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? that she's my mei..
37. What's the worst thing about 6? thats she is too tall..taller than me xP
38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? Nope..im not gay..
39. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? now nope..
40. Have you ever want to punch 1's face? no...
41. Has 2 met your mom? yeah...
42. How do you get to meet 3? in primary schools..brothers??close like hell?
43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? yeah..play play de larh duh...
44. Do you live close to 7? no
45. What's 8 Favourite food? i dunno leh..
46. What kind of car does 2 have? nope..she's too young
47. If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend it on? i dunno i not him :)
END OF QUIZ HAHAS..IF U NOTICED I indicated everyone's name in my clique :)

Hahas...ok quite happy that i managed to see n talk to small bear coz like dunno how long than see her..hahas...for some reasons...i managed to had a long chat at her house...hahas...hope she cheers up soon...played dota....watch show..today...starting to watch zhong ji san guo...my blog song is one of zhong ji san guo de songs..its nice...i like the song...LOLS.....okokok...

it didnt fade for some reasons...glad that it didnt...For some reasons...i still cant forget her...wishing that i could meet her more

2009-06-21T02:54:00.001+08:00

IN MY FKING LIFE I REGRET HAVING ONE FKED UP DOG BROTHER CALLED DARYL CHONG KAI KIAT..KNN EVERYTHING ONE KPKB ..LJ ... DUNNO WHY GOT TIS KIND OF FKING GOD DAMN BROTHER!!CCB... ASK ME GO EAT SHIT LARH...LJ.. I DO THING HE KP I DONT DO TING HE KP..HELP HIM DO THING OSO KP DUN HELP OSO KP.. EVERYTHING KPKB? I NOT HIS FREAKING PUNCHING BAG OR WAD? LJ.... CCB ONE DAY I REALLY PISS OFF I CONFIRM USE CHOPPER CHOP HIM DE..CCB I CHOP HIM UNTIL MY MUM DUN RECOGINISE HIM..CCB FKED UP WIF TIS KIND OF FKING DOGS..CCB .... DUNNO Y I GET TIS KIND OF FKED UP BROTHER.. IF CAN I ASK MY MUM DUN GIVE BIRTH TO TIS KIND OF FKING BROTHER...CCB EVERYTHING ONI IS KPKPKPKPKPPKKPKPPKKPKP.
CCB... I SIBEI FKED UP WIF TIS KIND OF DOGS..CCB!@#!@#!@#!@%^#*$^#@!&*()!@$

i fking hate daryl chong kai kiat wish he get out of my fked up life..make my life more peaceful!! knn dog!!

2009-06-19T17:37:00.002+08:00

hahas im gonna update liao..yesterday at home dota..than went down joohoe house at 5..everyone came when to take bus reach chinatown de ten dollar club at 7...sing karoke from 7 to 12..drinks free flow we keep drink keep go toilet hahas..super fun at karoke..linlin n bakchormee come late coz they lost tiao dunno how to come..hahas...people who went...Damien,Daryl,Jootong,Joohoe,Kuanyao,Ahbee,Ben,Tianhong,patrick,joey,jeremy,naige,tingfei,linlin and bakchormee(jiemin)...jeremy sing song keep make everyone laugh...hahas super super funny sia him..super fun...went to macpherson lane ate prata...reach home around 3 plus...than slept till today...wake up go sengkang cc for npcc sana course..after sana course go eat kfc alone...than came to my cousin house at sengkang now currently at sengkang there...so sianz..no dota i at here zhuo bo hahas!!Ending here..

starting to lose the close ones in school...starting to feel further apart from them..sianz..

2009-06-15T22:58:00.003+08:00

I feel that im forgetting my frendz..im forgetting..the clique..i feel sad abt it but nevertheless nth can be change..i cant stop them from doing wad they wan..apparently..in their lifes i not even a frend :) hahas?joke?funny?lols..i dunno to juz feel like laughing at myself knowing that im a failure in life...at least having 64 having chuplao de frendz cheers me up...dun haf any comments at all..dunno why i even try dunno why i even bother..
Happy Birthday to jordon tan hong ming!!!!happy bday bro..13yrs old liao..be more mature..hahas..lols..dun say i nv wish u happy bday hor..i at tampines mall shout out happy birthday to jordon liao..hahas.

lols..ok today was fun...went out wif ahbee,tingfei,jordon,kengsoon...today was jordon birthday...hahas..its been a long time since i went out wif brothers...ok...went to cinema buy tickets for terminator salvation...that movie was nice..sound effects too loud..when they tok not so clear but it was nice..i rate it 4/5 hahas..went to play arcade..play basketball awhile won jordon for two rounds..than play stackers...tmd..so fking hard to win the major prize..the major prize got delay de..nvm..ate longjohnsliver..i ring the bell like siao gina..than alot of people stare at me..hahas...after that went back 64...slack awhile jiu go home liao...hahas..today quite fun..at least i went out once during the june holidays...

thinking why i start to lose faith in the clique..tinking why i keep on trying when only im trying..dunno why i try so hard to keep the clique together but no one even gives a single care abt me...haiz...tired n sianz of keep trying...starting to get ignored by almoz everyone in the clique..feel like a failure..as a frend,as a kor,as a normal person...dun feel like trying...feel like giving up alrdy...sicked n tired..

2009-06-12T12:54:00.004+08:00

haiz..no mood to post..juz came back from camp..on 10 june...3 days 2 night camp...at st john island..quite fun super tiring...from 8-10june..i feel so shag lorh..machiam got freedom no frendz..got freedom for wad??lifes really sux...i feel like dying..haiz...i feel that im starting to lose my frendz...im not close to them like b4...they all oni care abt their outside frendz..our clique is gone alrdy...no more fun times..no more laughing like retards no more having fun..no more enjoyable memories..all of that is fading...how i wish we can go back in time to be like last time..always going to eat sushi...watch movie..play games...play arcade...that really was the bomb....go toys'r'us take toys whack each other...like retards...hahas..everyone slacking laughing....haiz....now everyone making empty promises...always saying..i promise next time will go out..than in the end..all dun even care...its juz a heck care of this fked up shit thing..all say its possible to go back..but how?im trying but u guys are not trying...keep saying sorry..say next time will go ..saying i promise next time will go...in the end...its all juz a big fat lie...an empty promise...when u guys promise make sure u do promise..coz promise is a very big word...it has a very big meaning..dun make empty promises making me feel angry..making me waste my time go find every detail n every time to make tis outing..in the end..no one turns up...if stead is important juz say...if i am not important juz say...but if the clique is not important..u can juz fk off n dun be wif us...i hate it when u guys make empty promises..if u feel tat our clique is really not important that we are juz a spare frendz for u to use in school..fk off n dun be in this clique dun be wif us...dun say good things n dun make promises when u dun mean them...when u are really ready to go out wif us than u say..im sick n tired of chasing u guys to go out on an outing..im not gonna care anymore...tink abt tis carefully n than come n tok to me..CLIQUES ARE IMPORTANT!dun say u wanna be in tis clique unless u mean it...

im sick n tired of chasing..im gonna forget..im not gonna forgive..im giving up on everyone...im reffering to everyone in the clique..

2009-06-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

its been 8 days since the start of the school holidays...everything is boring everyone doing their own tings..every one having fun...21 more days to the big day...i bet hardly anyone will know wad day is tat..im not important...anyways...i feel lonely n emo..but i dun show my feelings in front of my frendz..keep joking as if im happy but im not...feel like dying..Alone,emo,sianz,shag 4 words to describe me..
Longing for a chance to prove that someone wrong...haiz...i hate who i am..i hate wad i've become...i wish i can juz go back to when i was juz a small kid..having the time of my life..not having any troubles...enjoying those times...haiz...
Im waiting for my chance to come..waiting for the golden moment to grab the chance but apparently im juz not good enuff...the sad n shag feelings i get when the tot of not being gd enuff comes to my mind..
i fking hate being known as a small boy...haiz...dun like knowing that im childish...

2009-06-04T22:37:00.002+08:00

Shag sia...now i notice is not i dun wan go out is they dun wan go out lorh..zz...haiz..im not gonna give a fk shit anymore....trying my best to be together wif u all n wad fk shit kind of ans i get...dunno,cannot,see how(in the end cannot)..zzz..than y the fk shud i care...Lame larh...haiz..now than i know...my frendz...dun really care much abt me at all..they oni care abt.. their own lifes...hahas...cool rite??getting tis kind of frendz..when they organise outing..i go...if i cannot go..people like will dulan..than i jio them leh...cannot go de...will hahas..than say sorry...sorry sorry sorry..u guys use tis word so easily...zz...fk tis man...im feel like venting my anger on something or someone..Frendz are hard to find easy to lose...apparently...my frendz...dun tink me as a good or close frend...tis like a fking god damn shit...im like...juz...dunno wad type of fk shit...knn sua liao larh...

starting to dislike them...feel like ignoring n avoiding them for now....to relieve my anger..to relax n calm down...but im starting to hate them...wad shud i do???i cant tolerate no more...

2009-06-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

Yo readers miss me mah??

zz...rotting at home..camping in front of my computer...sibei shag..missing the times i had wif my clique...but now...nv even go out lorh...im gonna organise an outing for my clique..on 13june2009....gonna play like hell wif them juz hope they can go n haf enuff money....
Im so looking forward to 13june2009...Gonna watch movie...
Movie:Drag me to hell(Horror/PG)..first time able to watch horror movie wif clique...
Time:12pm to dunno wad time(AS LONG AS POSSIBLE)
People who i gonna jio:Alex,jundong,junyong,junjie,myself,jorean,elain,joanne,daphne,rachel..(HOPE ALL CAN GO..IF CAN I SIBEI SIBEI HAPPY)
hopefully everyone can go....nowadays.. camping at home ..tinking when during school looking forward to holiday...when during holiday looking forward to school...
Currently...missing everyone..in my clique...Gonna tink for a name for our clique..Better than my Mei's clique de name(c3)Wah..so lame lorh their name...zzz...dunno who so lame give so lame de nick..

2009-05-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

The feud is over...bygones be bygones...i've noticed that i really cant control my anger...
Something happened today....i quarrelled wif someone..wah damn angry..i really have to starting controlling my angry...she finally tok to me..hahas..everything went back to the way it was b4..but apparently..im not quite ready to join the clique again...
i tot now 12 midnight but now oni 9.51 lols....didnt know time past so slow...hahas... everything ended well enuff..:)

2009-05-28T20:30:00.005+08:00

Apparently everything n everyone changed...it really seems that everything is juz a heck care fk shit in this world...no one takes me for granted...Was really hoping to haf one last clique outing juz one last one to make sure that joining tis clique wasn't wrong...but in the end...im ignored..none of them listened to me..made plans wif other frendz n etc etc...haiz...nvm juz sua lorh...u all haf fun wif ur other frendz bah im juz not important as a frend anymore...im juz a stranger to all of u...if u wanna say that im wrong i don tink so..coz u guys treat me like shit...After all the times who had together...Tis is the true colors of our clique??Nvm..Im sick n tired of chasing u all for ur answers im sick n tired of listening to u all...im nv ever ever going to go out wif u all anymore liao..coz im juz a stranger in ur eyes....Depressed..shagged...
as i said...the times we had really was fun...the times we shared was memorable..the fun we had is unforgettable..but in the end..everything n everyone changed...haiz...juz to face the fact....my frendship n the bond we shared as a clique really doesnt matter..even if there is one person lesser in the clique it really doesnt make any difference....The last outing we had was march 1st...how long has it past....2months plus gonna 3months...haiz..i can even remember how fun it was being wif u guys..the laughs we shared....was like super fun... haiz...how i missed those times...it used to be fun back then huh??how happy we were...if everything can changed to how tings was b4..wont it be wonderful??
(The us back den)

(How retarded me n dong was back den)

2009-05-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

HaHAHAHAS!!...today sibei song...first ve...quite bored...than english...go tok to ivan lee...recess..play bball until over recess than play bball during science period late by 15mins than go up class than after science mother..maths..stand at fan there like retard...than after maths mothertongue..tok until almoz no voice..than after mother tongue went home n etc etc etc...hahas today super fun...looking forward to saturday outing...HAHAS!!HOPE EVERYONE CAN GO!!than will super fan liao...like old times go out like one super happy clique...but now a bit different lorh i not in clique liao but still going out wif them coz i organise de:)!!

2009-05-23T11:37:00.005+08:00

today after post finish blog..at around 11 plus went down meet others..go tm...play at arcade..eat long john silver...watch movie(night at the museum 2)super funny lorh!!
After movie..went to play arcade...lols...saw one person play basketball like siao one..throw damn faz aimming so zhun..wahpiang eh like dun dare play lorh scared xiasuay...after arcade went home..now posting...

Replying tags....
To Martin:lols..i nv say bu yao gen ni hao liao...is she the one started not toking to me..i no comment anything...nv say bu yao gen ta hao liao...u tink i wanna get angry at her??lols..not my fault...

2009-05-21T22:17:00.002+08:00

Haiz...Fk this shit man...Juz becoz of her...everyone n everything is ruin..i left my clique...shag to hell...2 of them wrote in their posts..everithing changed...one of them wrote that we're making things harder for her...she's stress...(im sorry...but i really dont haf a reason to apologise to her)

Tinking why she always thinks she's the leader..thinking everything she choose everyone must follow her..please like im a dog??...Do i look like i haf fur??a wet nose??drool??tmd...plz lorh...she always choose we ask her why she choose she say we no give opinion...but is we gave our opinions than she dun wanna go than give those kind of shag diao de face that everyone muz give way n follow her...its like..im fed up..im sick n tired of tis...if u wanna backstab me..go ahead..if u wanna get angry at me becoz im guailan u can juz go eat shit...coz u all know im guailan..its a fact..knn dun get angry juz becoz i angry n juz becoz u shouted at me asking me to do that...like as if im ur dog...if im the one who backstab u...i will admit..i not humji..u wan me to admit u say i will admit de...but i can tell u ccb...i not ur dog..not everything muz listen to u..not everywhere muz follow u...if im the one u are tryin to say a backstabber juz tell me..i will apologise coz im backstabbing u...i think u're writing abt me...but u dun wanna admit it....

Jorean..if u wan me to apologise can...u ask her to get her evidence and get her witness...i alrdy got a witness lorh plz...i will apologise to her when she gives me a reason to..coz i know its not my fault.....

FKED UP LARH...KNN TODAY KEEP HIT THE WALL JUZ BECOZ OF HER LARH...AS IF ITS MY FUCKING FAULT...WAHPIANG EH...I DUN WANNA LEAVE MY CLIQUE..I DUN WANNA CONT QUARRELING....BUT ITS HER FAULT..SHE STARTED ALL THIS TROUBLE...JUZ BECOZ OF SUCH FKING SMALL MATTERS SHE GETS ANGRY AT ME!FINE!!...ALWAYS ASK ME TO CHANGE IN THE END U URSELF OSO NV CHANGE STILL WANNA COMMENT ABT ME??PLZ LARH...U WAN COMMENT..U GIVE ME EVIDENCE LARH..I NOT HUMJI...I DARE TO ADMIT WAD I DONE BUT WAD I DONE WAS NTH WRONG...IM SICK N TIRED OF KEEP GIVING U WAY...IM SICK N TIRED OF KEEP FOLLOWING THE PLACES U CHOOSE TO GO..IM SICK OF BEING UR FREAKING SO CALLED "DOG"...PLEASE...DUN FKING BLAME ME WHEN ITS UR FAULT...

i really wanna go back to the happy times we used to had..i missed our outings..i miss us going to eat sushi..the times we used to watch movie..all the 8 or 9 of us...plz...i oso wish to go back but its impossible becoz of her..im changing step by step? but is she??call me guailan??as if she's not??haiz...im willing to change over time...but how can u blame it on me when its ur fault??

2009-05-20T19:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Claris My primary school frend...even though its been a long time since we met up i still remembered ur birthday...i miss u alot...its been a long time since we went out...missed the times we shared me n u n the others...hope u will soon host an outing for us primary schools frendz to meet up..i promise to give u ur bday present...Even after so long we are still close frendz :) will not forget any of my frendz tat easily...dun tink juz becoz the last outing we had was last year during ur bday i would forget tis day....hope we meet up soon..:)

Happy Birthday to Amirul my bro in sec sch...hahas...amirul u're now 14 alrdy...hope u still will be as funny as u were when u were 13...today i hit u so lightly for ur bday bash..u shud be glad.. hahas!

On the other hand...i juz saw my bro cried...its been a long time since my bro cried...it hurts to see him cry....even though we always quarreled and even though we always fight we are still brothers...it hurts to know that he's sad...kor cheer up dun be so sad.....i know u're faithful i know u will get over it soon..the person who rejected u duno how good a stead u can be...u will find someone who will treasure u n will be wif u forever...dun be so shag be happy.....:)

Recently...i dont feel like continuing being in my clique...keep quarreling n everythings in a mess....i know im guailan n xialan lorhs...but wad to do?im trying to change..i know im childish too im trying to change...but u shud know that i nid time to change...even for such small matters u guys keep getting angry at me..and joking oni u all oso cant take it...so wad for shud i continue being in tis clique..i feel like leaving but u guys keep asking me not too...if u all hate me juz tell me i will leave tis clique..coz becoz of small matters u all wanna start quarreling wif me...than might as well sua nvm dun care liao lorh..i not in ur clique u guys will less get angry rite???u can juz say fk off and im gone...plz im now sad but im not showing it...being in this cliques sometimes hurts...
feel like leaving tis clique...im veri shag n veri dulan lorh...its better for me to leave it than to continue it...

2009-05-19T21:01:00.003+08:00

Zzz..Today tok to jy n elain in morning...from dunno first period to English...Than during science.. tio gan by wee wee shishi(Ms Wee)...than keep disiao siao that teacher...wanna scold me oso dunno wad to say...HAH!!i fking guailan bodoh...wad to do..she bo tai bo ji come scold me of coz scold back larh...recess ate tok tok...than during music...b4 went in elain ask me,dong,yong,alex sit wif her..than we all sit at the back of the music room..she tok to amirul they all...me dong yong n alex tok by ourself....than i make one sibei annoying the sound using the pick..to scratch the guitar string..at first is shah n murteza play play...elain hear liao du lan scold them..than i do larh..she scold me...than i do again..she gin me..like wtf lorh??i do that got wrong meh??Almoz every music lesson i got do that sound lorh..she oso know than she still sit wif me than she gin me n get angry at me when i make that sound..my fault meh?i didnt force her to sit wif me she ownself come sit wif us de leh...than she dulan at me lorh.....nv tok to her since after music....Izzit my fault???Tmd..since the first few times we played the guitar during music lesson i keep making that sound lorh...than she gin me scold me?walan lame sia..i of coz angry de rite?than tell alex n others..i tink she hear tio..than she angry at me lorh...haiz...as if its my fault when i always make that sound...Lols..she angry at me...is her prob liao..i cant do anything..i always do that than she know she still wanna sit wif us i nv say anything i say ok liao hor...

If she tink i guailan n becoz of me doing that n me being guailan angry at me..she can don be my frend liao coz she know me de..she know i damn guailan n xialan de...so she dun wanna tok to me is her choice not mine...n i can swear its not my fault...wanna be angry be my guest..wanna pull away the others be my guest i wont mind coz i know im not in the wrong..wanna smack me u tell me i give u smack..but i can tell u if u angry at me for doing that i can tell u one thing juz one ting..

u know that im guailan n u know that i do make that noise like during music period if u angry at me for that we might as well end this frendship..we might as well juz break tis clique..U wanna say me juz say larh i wont mind..coz people can tolerate...i can tolerate...

not happy scold me lorh beat me lorh backstab me lorh dun be my frend lorh...juz tell u something people can tolerate n people haf their own limits..i didnt force u..u came to ask me n the others...its was ur choice not mine..Dun blame me n get angry at me becoz its ur fault wan scold me juz scold i will tolerate...i wont scold u back i will resist...dun be unreasonable plz...

2009-05-18T20:33:00.006+08:00

LOLS..Back from mia ! during exam mia sorry guys...im gonna post abt yesterday...

Didnt sleep during saturday to sunday...sunday morning had cip....hahas...our class won first place..HAHA!!i give out free drinks!!wif junyong n amirul...!Lols was super fun......hahas...after cip i rushed home coz sibei tired...forgot to take pics wif them...slept from 12~4...than my bro wake me up go vivo wif pat they all HAHAS!!ate longjohnsliver at there wif them...keep disiao kitmun(Bakchormee)HAHAHAS!!....Took pics..play at the top of vivo the water there hahas!!it was so fun...today came home after school..than ken ong n ahbee come lols..until now still here hahas i've got nothing else to post anymore...i dun tink there anymore readers in my blog coz no one tags me..in nid of tags plz tag me...!!miss me anot?miss my posts???hahas...even though my post lame u guys still read hahas!!happy that u all got read..LOLS ..some pics!
Jootong(da kor),Joohoe(san kor),pat(Close n funny frend),kuanyao(tall n funny frend),Tianhong(no longer botak!),Bendaye(myself),Zhiqiang(Fit de funny frend),Daryl(er kor)(LOLS..2nd pic...oni got two pics..HAH! n 2nd pic got NaiGe...)...Tis is my 64 bros...hahas..still more but not there!hahas...going out wif damn are fun...
lols wish going out wif my school clique is as fun as going out wif them!
Ending post here..missing my times going out wif my cliques...
wishing we could haf fun like how we did in the past!

2009-05-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

Sorry Readers forget to tell u all that i will be mia for mye!But nvm...i came back to post..Lols...Actually recently got nothing to post lorh..Left two more papers to go..muz get good results...Lols..One month plus to go b4 my bday i wan presents....Lols but everi year i dun get that much presents only two to three..if u dun mind help me buy anything oso can..XP...Lols..

dunno wad to do anymore starting to get confused tinking abt how my life is boring n uninteresting...

2009-04-28T22:59:00.003+08:00

Today was boring...nth to say..But Sadly for dong...haiz...Nowadays i dun feel that im close to her anymore..Now see her she see me..juz walk away...like we didnt see each other..i really miss the times we used to haf tgt..how we laughed tgt...how we enjoyed our life like no freaking care in this world...But sadly now i feel that im not so close to u anymore...i feel that even if we tried to get back to the past its still impossible...juz becoz of one sms it spoilt our relationship and i really regretted sending that sms...i really regretted telling u that...If i juz kept my mouth shut n not listen to others advice none of this would haf happen...And sadly to say to u...Jie is better than u..coz she always there for me...hope u not angry...

Tinking of organising a group study during the holidays or weekend..so that we can boost our study...even though it would be hard but at least it will help...tmr will go school ask them..Ending post here...HAH!!!

2009-04-27T23:33:00.002+08:00

Today super sleepy....in class..tmd...veri tired..nvm during english veri guai write compo on friends haha...when i see that topic i know i gonna write that coz...i tink that sibei easy to write...HAH!!i write on blog let u all see whether tis compo good or not...
Friends.
I always wondered how my life would be like if i didn't have any friends, it is difficult to live my life without my friends because my friends were always there for me when i needed them.Friends were always with me,we were always happy being together.Friends cheer me up when i am sad.Being with friends is the most fun thing we can do.Having friends is also something money cannot buy.
My friends and i always laugh because we always joke around,being with them is the best time of my life,even though sometimes we quarrel but than that makes our bond stronger.We always help each other when we are in trouble,like if we got bullied or when we need help for homework,the first thing that will come to our minds are calling friends for help.Friends are easy to find but good friends are hard to find.Bad friends are easy to find because most of the people are bad.I always try my best to avoid my bad friends and find my good friends.I wish for my bad friends to stop doing things like smoking and shoplifting.
Friends are some people you cannot and must not lose because friends are important and priceless.If you ever have good friends, you must hold them tightly and don't let them go,treasure them before you lose them and start regretting.I love my friends and will never ever want to lose them.I always go out together,play together,eat together with my friends.Friends are super important to me because almost everything i do are always with them.I really think if i did not have any friends, i will be lonely.Life with friends really rocks my world and i will never forget my friends...
(the end)
so wad do u tink of my compo?Quite alot of errors rite?and abit meaningful rite??I really know that friends rules..coz u all rules..HAHAS!!Tis compo actually is wad i wanna say out loud abt my friends...Friends rules..Coz without u all..im nothing..HAH..you guys should know how important u are to me..XD..So never forget me coz i will never forget u all..XP!!

2009-04-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

Lols today...woke up at 8..watch show till 10..had mac breakfast(like once in a blue moon order mac breakfast)..than called ber..ask him wanna come my house...later twins oso came..we watched wrestlemania 25th anniversary(DVD)lend it from Toh kuan yao..(thx ky but u nv gimme disc 2 the best part u nv gimme tmd)than went to play bball...from around 4 plus to 10..6hours sia...lols...now currently hafing sushi for dinner thx to my mum n my bro coz they went to eat sushi while i was at 64 playing bball..hahas dun envy me for eating sushi...HAH!!long time no shout that liao..HAH!!

2009-04-25T22:31:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 8 bathed watch show...12 go bbt meet fathu shah alex mary simin..go school meet khai go sch behind de bus stop wait for amirul..amirul came..took bus to convent mrt..walk underpass go the otherside take bus...go elissa condominium...go there celebrate her bday...ate pizzahut de pizza for breakfast...swam till around 4plus..had macdonald..than play play around..got take pics n video but cant upload today will try my best to edit tomorrow..than 5.30 celebrate bday eat cake than go bath at 5.45 bathed changed..wait for simin n mary till 6.30 go eat kfc for dinner...go 64 play bball wif frendz....play till 9.45 pei bernard go buy dinner...than jiu home sweet home..try my best edit the videos n pics by tmr or monday..see the videos...we are like retards hahas ending post here

2009-04-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

Wah..today..finally tok to elain..we both noticed that our clique is like falling apart..nowadays we never meet outside school go bbt liao now is liddat...jy go str8 home...jd,jr,et,jj go out slack...joanne,rachel,daphne..go bus stop than dunno go where..than i tio ps...i dun wan our group to fall apart i wanna be like b4 having fun sitting together playing together laughing like siao together...quarreling for fun wif each others...i miss the fun time we had together..cant we all be like before?i will try my best to organise a group outing or slacking asap..so that tis clique wont fall apart i swear on my life i dun wan tis group to fall apart..forget to update yesterday for my napfa test...
Shuttle Run:9.99secs(Fast mah??)Got A
Sit up:45..Got A
Inclined pull up:27..Got A
Standing BroadJump:206..not sure B or C
Sit n Reach:41..Got B
2.4km run:13mins11secs(slow sia)Got C
Total i get...5+5+5+(4 or 3)+4+3=25 or 24(GOLD)!!
Quite happy got last year i slack like siao get bronze...Hehe...Now My twins mei(joanne n rachel) got blog liao sia..Thx to daphne for helping them lorh..XP...
Rebecca jiejie...dun so shag larh cheer up k??Dun wanna see u so shag...Dun fk care that person who act in front of u larh..Got Me n ur other frendz...XP..Got anything can come find me de..
Today bball play till veri early 9.20 reach home..so faz usually is 10+...today damn early dunno y leh...hehes..tired liao..going to sleep soon...Ending here bye bye..XP

2009-04-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today veri sianz..slept through out some of the periods...Dunno for wad reason...Someone didnt tok to me...i tinks she's still angry at me...im not sure..haiz...im super bored...machiam no frendz come find me de..oni dong yong n jordon..all the rest all no tok to me de...its like they dun wanna tok to me...haiz..i dunno larh...dun feel like continue being their joker coz they dun really tok much to me anymore n they oso nv jio me go out..i feel like im starting to apart from them...like we are going our seperates ways...im now really quite closer to 64 than to my frendz in sch...for some reason...i tink they really dislike me...juz got a feeling so...Today...jorean n daphne tok to me abit...rachel oso abit..joanne not even a word..n the someone mentioned in the first line...jj oso no tok to me much...oni alex jy jd n jor tok to me lorh...haiz..school is starting to get boring..school is starting to become more hard for me to get along wif my frendz...i dunno..i feel like quarreling wif someone..i feel like fighting wif someone to vent off my anger...Juz tink im super shagged...Feel like camping at 64 but people oni come after 4...n goes home at 10...oni 6hours aday to be wif all of them...its great but alittle too short...Im abit cheered up by some frendz comforting n my beloved jiejie Rebecca...Thx jiejie n frendz...XP...sometimes juz even approaching u all is hard...zzz.

2009-04-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

Today was fucking fun lorh...starting wake up...changed go to eat wif gary small bear seng yang sengtiong...than went to small bear house...she packed tings...later francis n edmund meet me...(first time go out wif gary francis n edmund)..than we planned on going sentosa at first than suddenly changed to swimming so we went to chinese garden the jurong east swimming complex..suaysuay tmd swimming pool closed..than we go mrt take to harbourfront than go back to sentosa...hahas played at sentosa...at the beach...francis got buried...sengtiong seng yang gary n edmund got buried...small bear got bleester so suay cannot enjoy the day...we had fun...first time went out wif them but than veri fun lorhs...francis keep throw sand on gary head coz gary cut botak a few days back than sibei funny...went to eat sushi..suay suay no money...than nvm still got to eat somethings...than bus-ed back hoome... on bus starting of the trip back home the back of the bus were owned by us..later near little india liao all faster sit together coz no one wanna sit me indians...coz they got veri strong indian smell(sorry if racist)and than it was home sweet home...no pictures taken coz phone spoilt...Although we were fucking tired...we had fun...
To rebecca jie:dun so suay step on glass again..be more careful larh jie..take care of ur wound..n i know u are proud to haf a gentleman didi like me...hahas!...thx to u my blog got tags..coz u keep come tag me..Thx alot jie..
To all sec2 frendz:GD LUK FOR SINGING TEST..Muz pass..hope u sing glass wont break singapore glass expensive...
To All:will change my attitude for the better wont be so guailan xialan...like before...will change larh..gimme sum time..coz tis attitude of mine had alrdy been wif me for 13years+...

2009-04-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

today super fun...hahas..woke up kena scolding...than bathed..go out wif bernard,njp,joohoe,jootong,kwanyao(spelling not sure),daryl,patrick,zhiqiang,smallbear,linlin,kitmun,jiaxin,liyi n me...went to singpost..tok tok...than went to mrt...then mrt to city hall go penisula walkwalk then jootong bought guitar..cool man...than joohoe ask jootong teach him how to play guitar so can hong zhabor lols..than walked to marina square...walked till half jiaxin shoe broke..i didnt know until around the staircase walking to the carpark than reach esplanade there than i know...lent her my shoes...i bare footed..LOLS..okok larh not so hot...walk from esplanade the carpark..walk through esplanade..than walk to marina square...bare footed..cross roads all that..okok quite hot..but bobian...she no shoes dun expect her to walk in the hot sun mah..girl mah she cfm cannot tahan de pain de...so i muz help coz i oni one wearing havanas(spelling not sure)n she my mei mei...bare footed walking in marina square..then after that..the rest noticed..pat say i veri good..than he say he gan dong(touched)LOLS...then went to buy shoe for jiaxin..but couldnt find heng got liyi there..she wearing slipper but inside her bag got basketball shoes...than she lent jiaxin her slippers wear her basketball shoes..i got my havanas back..than went to play arcade...than watched 17again(got zac efron n dunno who)..the show veri nice..after show went home lorh...veri tired..but actually when walking through esplanade n walking in marina bay bare footed was damn paisei leh...but than as u know im quite bhb..so nvm de lorh...my feet was red coz the floor quite hot can say tio burnt or someting like tat...Today i was the hero i sacrificed hor..im veri gentleman de i oni scared if i too gentle u all step over my head..so muz be guailan LOLS...Thx rebecca jie for comforting me..jie rox..<3...LOLS

lets give each other time to change n cfm will be better de...hahas

2009-04-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Today fk up larh..knn joanne...mother lesson shout i wan watch porn..that cher hear ask who say one watch porn..she str8 shout ''jd jy n damien''..knn i nv even say anything leh...make me so fed-up...lj...people dunno wad is limit n patience..i tell u one day u freaking piss me off i cfm whack u until no one recognize u ah!!..knn moodswing liao still wan kp people..but still she my mei muz let her mah....mei dun so bastard than i will happy liao..XD

2009-04-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

Today i sibei suay...during recess buato...now my butt hurts lols...I dunno y i can be so clumsy...haiz...i noticed..if i pei daphne joanne or rachel go find people cannot ps them de leh..cfm muz wait de...haiz..dunno y i muz pei them..but than bobian..all call me kor..hahas became rebecca de didi...LOLS...Veri Weird lorh..coz of something sad happening resulted in getting a new jie..LOLS..kinda happy though...buy than...i feel moody...dunno y...i feel that im always ps de lorh..coz jd n jy always tgt..alex got duty coz counsellor...jj,jr,daph,joanne,rachel different class..elain like always no tok de lorh..veri left out veri emo...than no one know coz no one actually cares whether im there or not...if i no come school..no one will sms me ask me i ok or not or wad de...Sibei Shag de lorh..Haiz like no mood lorh...But today really one important Date Coz..Coz...Coz...
ITS JUNYONG's Bday...happy bday bro...we are brothers 4eva n brothers for life...No present to give u coz i bankcrupt i not so rich lols..actually is dun wanna coz u oso no buy gimme anything..but still u are 14 liao stop acting like p6 leh..yong...older than me liao..dun always sleep larh...
Haiz recent;y no one to tok to in my class...go recess oso oni eat than tio pull by frendz..help them smuggle drinks..than go up class emo again lorh...Starting to get use to emoing lorh..none of my frendz actually noticed that im actually emoing coz they always tok wif each other..than they ask me ok mah? i say ok..than they walk away...Who will so stupid let their frendz know they emoing...they oso dun wanna see their frendz depressed coz i sad rite?lame sia..so actually kinda moody tis few days but still trying my best to cheer up someone else when im so emo...Really wish i didnt came to macpherson coz no one cares abt me de...whether dead or alive..sick or healthy..happy or sad...no one will care...lifes boring coz im unfortunate but not like others who are more fortunate get great frendz...Nowadays often juz pull a fake smile say im ok..walk away i go back to being emo...Feeling so depress n yet im still trying act like a hero n cheer someone up...sometimes im juz too dumb/stubborn/kpo...hahas..here i m typing tis post n tears n rolling down my cheeks...i oso dunno y i juz suddenly cried....haiz...wish i didnt haf to go to school..juz stay at rot at home...
If u are fortunate to haf good frendz..treasure them b4 u lose them..feeling emo is really not a gd ting...being like me is really wrong....Juz forgive n forget..u will notice that u actually wants that frend back when u lose them...Haiz...Still haf tears rolling down my cheeks...

2009-04-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

Today..Slept like a pig...lazy update sia...but bobian(no choice)i muz update for my readers...Today Mr C.Kunalan(See Kunalan no see him kena whack..LOLS)than started his talk wif a cold joke ended it wif us laughing like no mother n father...His Family veri Torkong(POWER)his family...international power...Got indian,chinese n ang mor...LOLS...den slept at english..pe ran wif vicknesh...my timing 12mins 5 secs...not napfa test...if napfa i happy lorh..recess..sat wif moses...noticed that whether im in their life or not there's no difference...haiz...im lonely n unwanted..maybe..theres no difference...than in class disiao(disturb) najee make class laugh coz class got taiji(Problem)got people quarrel than tried to make people laugh lorh...than go home lorh...super bored..super sad...than played bball wif frendz that actually cheered me up...Me being at 64 is the time when im happy n peaceful...coz got people will make me laugh....Nid Tags in my blog...Plz Tag me asap thx...

2009-04-11T10:37:00.002+08:00

2 reasons y i didnt post..firstly too lazy secondly damn tired...actually was gonna post blog yesterday but patrick was using my comp so i post today lorh...Yesterday morning was supposed to meet at 4.30 go eat mac breakfast but in the end no one woke up..so bernard ton my house...i slept like a pig...den woke up sms small bear...than went to her house waited for her...than we went to eat...suddenly seng yang call me say he oso coming wif sengtiong(LOLS..Happy coz the more the merrier)...Walked to Geylang east mac...had breakfast all were talking n laughing...than str8 go bball court play...i tink it was around 11.30 we played till around 1.30...went to buy drinks..so babi n chenyi...they went home to change n came down pei us play bball..sibei hot sia...early in the morning play bball....than later we went to the shelter chat chat...later suddenly all veri sianz...go buy poker cards...than say go my house...Siao...i counted...my house had 3 person alrdy...plus me,sengyang,sengtiong,bernard,chenyi,babi,smallbear got 10 people at my house...lols...than go up saw pat playing dota everione crowd around him than me sengtiong bernard n smallbear play poker first...than play first round we say trial...than second round i lose...We shouted tis trial oso...than third round me n small bear win..than bernard n sengtiong out..seng yang n babi come in..play play play...suddenly go down buy things eat..than...veri sianz liao...me n seng tiong n bernard use my dog's ball to play baseball.. like siao sia...somemore its run veri short distance oni...than we still can sweat sia..OMG that game was so tiring...than went back down to play bball after the rain...Played bball awhile we play pipipom(a game) LOLS...Run like hell...Run here run there...wah sibei tired...play bball until 9.46 i go buy drink at 7eleven...apparently on the public holidays all shops are close...sibei dulan..reached at around 9.53 bball court the lights off liao...sianz tiaoz...went to small bear house slack awhile..went home..played dota one round...than i realised i lost one of small bear rings...bathed...went back down help her find her ring...i walking towards her i saw the ring on the floor so i pass it back to her...than played bball wif the small dog ball lols...she won me ABC..Tyco de larh..than went back home..and than it was goodnites...coz sibei tired....
(The above paragrah or should i say post is for yesterday)

Ok..now for today's post...juz woke up...got scolding...now still tired...im still super sad coz of one sms...juz super sad...but thx to sengtiong n sengyang plus others who helped me made my day yesterday...i managed to not be so depressed...including the help of rachel..thx all...but still tis wound would really take a long time to heal...i cant juz smile n be back to normal..pretending nth ever happened...Its Not her fault n she keeps apologising..tis made me feel bad...but i told her im gonna avoid her for the whole of the week..n maybe another few more days...she cried...n i didnt know...Im so sorry i made u cry..but if u really wan us to be back like how was it before...u needa ignore me avoid me till i get better...i wanna get rid of my feelings for u so we can be kor n mei like before...i know i cant force u...but plz try ur best...i wont ask for u to ignore ur frendz...so u ask elain they all pei u during recess bah..i juz go sit wif my other frendz...Wif my express frendz or wif my sec 1 frendz...dun worry..Im currently pulling a fake smile infront of u all n crying inside my heart which was broken into a million pieces...sometimes tings are juz too hard for me to take....Gotta give me sometime to relax...to become how i was b4...The childish lame..Thicked-skin...Me So i can make u n everione laughs n happy so that i wont see sad faces...like some of them...If u can...juz try to avoid me for the next week...k??...i know u will feel bad but tis is for the best...even though tis feelings for u are alrdy wif me for a year i will forget them...i will n i muz...So i can really smile n not pull a fake smile infront of u..laughing like an idiot...tis will be for the better i promise...if u really dun wan me to avoid u juz tell me...but than my feelings for u wont fade its up to u to choose wad u wan....im juz really sorry that i made u cry..n i really regretted sending u that sms n regretted telling u that i love u...thats wrong.....Tats was really wrong....haiz now after posting tis i really feel sad but i cant do anything other than play bball..bball is the only thing that can make me happy....Dun be sad like me n instead be happy...XD..SMILE =)..Ending my post here...anything juz tag me n tell me anything u wan

2009-04-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Today...BenDaYe no go school coz sick...high fever camp at home...today cant post alot coz sick n tired...plz take care of ur ownselves n dun be like me..Sry for the short post..

2009-04-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

Currently...i dont feel like updating my blog..coz im lazy...but i dun get tags....i need to be encouraged to post my blog than i will...but currently my blog seems dead no tags and no update...veri bored..tired....i tink im going to sleep try my best to post more..Sorry...

2009-04-01T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today Is April Fool's Day...1st april...april fools isnt that important wads even important is that today was two of my frendz birthday...My Bro 4 Life Filicks and my class mate marlyana's bday...To them i wish for them to always be happy and be glad that their 14...
To Filicks..
Bro,its been a long time since we met and even though u left us during primary its alrdy 4 years and i could still rmb ur bday april first...i will nv forget the times we had together when we were young...I will never forget ur bday n will nv forget u as a frend n as a bro..We are brothers for life..nothing can end our frendship..U are one of my important frend..I'll try my best to give u a bday present/bday bash as soon as i got enuff money and i will try my best to get all of our brothers n frendz from pri sch to haf n outing...XD..Frendz forever and Bro 4 Lifez...
To Marlyana...
Marl i juz wanna say happy birthday to u..even know we are not veri close frendz..i oso wanna wish u a happy bday...even though we always quarrel we still are frendz...Always hearing ur insanely loud n crazy laugh..Now tat u're 14 u shud be more mature...and try to laugh softer coz whenever u laugh my ears will hurt..XD.

Today was quite a fun day..School was super bored..after school actually tot that we were going to slack in the end..we didnt so i juz went home n than soon after jundong came...watched the shows i wanted to watch on the computer...Jundong fell asleep soon after jorean came...than 15mins later we went to 64...after round 30mins dong n jorean went to eat..and today i n jiaxin had stopped quarreling..im trying to forgive n forget...Since everyone is supporting me...I will try my best to get into lesser quarrels wif all my frendz...But sometimes when u see me laugh n see me smile..its juz a fake expression...coz sometimes when i feel left out or alone..i will pull a fake smile n try to make jokes so that no one would noticed...sometimes i juz feel like staying at home not coming out...but i still muz so tat i wont lose my frendz...but sometimes really feels..extra...alone..i juz dun wanna let anyone know coz i dun wan them to be upset...haiz..dunno y i always feel like an extra...well going to sleep soon so im ending it here..Try my best to put more pics in my blog

2009-03-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

Nowadays people keep ask me to forgive her n turn back to frendz...they keep say its better to haf one more frend than to haf one more enemy...i understand wad they say but u know tings nid time to calm down rite??tmd than u all say gimme time than the next day ask me ok liao mah?tink abt it liao mah?keep asking me to forgive after one day?does that count as u gave me time?I dun quite tink so..i know she is facing difficulties in her life but i too haf a life rite?..im trying my best to decrease the anger n hate i haf for her...but i nid some time...u all shud know im a short-tempered guy...so i will try to forgive n forget..I will take a time out to apologize for the tings that i've done..the tings that u dun like...i will tink abt wad i've done n try my best to take the time to forgive her...im trying to change my attitude...i know im still childish n immature..hot tempered n all that but u gotta tink i sometimes oso haf my reasons rite??i know u guys cant juz take one side thats not wad true frendz should do...i can tell u all are asking me to calm down n forgive her as tis is the best for everione n ourselves...dun worry im trying to change but dun keep give me pressure so that i will be able to change into a much more mature n a person who can forgive n forget i person who can controls his own temper n attitude..i will change for the best but u all too must give me support...for to change nids time n for me to forgive n forgets too nids time as well..i tink i can go back to the happy times we used to haf laughing at jokes together at the basketball court...Juz maybe tomorrow can be a different day....the end of today means the new beginning of tomorrow..^_^..
(tis paragraph is wad i really wan to do)

Hahas...u guys tink im immature rite? childish?Lame?Thicked-skinned??but u guys muz tink if i dont be immature if i dun be childish/lame or thicked-skinned i cant make u all laugh n make u all happy when i know u all are sad or angry...im the joker for u all..ur entertainment...im childish coz i dun wanna see any of my frendz/kor/mei/jie angry or sad...i wanna see smiles n hear laughters of my frendz....im trying to stay immature coz i dun wanna see everione being bored...n i dun wanna grow up coz staying young is better...for now i've tot abt life...n i can tell for our age till 18 is the most important period of time as its the time for us to play,enjoy n relax... coz as we grow..we nid to work n earn money for a living..and haf lesser time to go out together...even maybe normal frendz outing will be hard...So i will treasure tis time to be ur Entertainment...the joker in some of u people's life...i wanna see a great big smile n to hear u all laughing till u cry or get stomachache....even if im injured..even if im angry...i will stay childish..immature..lame n thicked-skinned juz to make to happy...even if u giggle thats a sign that u're abit cheered up so dun say that im childish...i haf my own reasons n my reasons are in tis paragraph in tis post n in tis blog...^_^ A smile,A Gigantic laugh,even a single giggle can shows that im able to cheer u up..it will really means alot to me even if a single giggle from u to me..XD..im a kind person but im oso quite guailan...but usually when i guailan u is to make others laugh..so that the day is a fun n enjoyable day...a day u see damien(ME) is a day of fun...laughter n happiness
Remember Me The Joker in u're life Damien(Da Shuai Ge/YaNdAo Boy)

To All Readers:Plz put ur actual name when u are tagging my blogs plz..i dun wan to receive mysterious names like guest 1 or ah gua or BotakSiao or u're so ugly..But If its damien veri handsome as ur tag name i wont Mind...LOLS

I juz im ending my post here farewells..to all n try my best to update my loves and hates...XD..Damien Signing off!!

2009-03-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

My life is starting to turn from bad to worse....alot of people knows i hate her n purposely like call her come to 64...when i see her my blood boils...when i hear her name i feel like beating something or someone...haiz...everione at 64 is like trying to solve my prob wif her..but they dun understand my hate for her..it cant be solved...they dunno how angry i m at her...they dun understand how i feel n wants me to juz forgive her...they dunno who i am n they still tink that forgiving her is easy for me...i feel like telling them y they care so much...they arent even me n they still ask me to forgive...they dun understand me n wants me to do someting i really cant do...i feel stressed out n angry....i really feel like whacking someone for no reason...but i cant...alot of people knows that i dun wanna see her...n when she tells them that she is coming to 64 when im there they dun even tell me that she is coming...i really dun wanna see her..i dun even know whether i shud go to 64 anymore...maybe will ask some of my closer frendz at 64 to go 19 to play bball wif me...i feel that she's the hell in my life,she's the devil in my soul,she's the nightmares of my dream...i dun even know how to express my hatred for her...i juz got something to say to her...FK OFF BITCH I DUN WANNA SEE U AT ALL...Y DID WE EVEN MET...I HATE U ALOT..I SUPER DUPER HATE U!!CAN U JUZ GET OUT OF MY FKING LIFE...I DUN EVEN KNOW WAD TO DO ANYMORE...SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE SMACKING U IN THE FACE BUT EVERYONE IS OSO UR FREND I CANT DO ANYTHING I FEEL LIKE ASKING U TO GET AWAY FROM 64 BUT I DUN HAF THE AUTHORITY TO MAKE U GO...i can even write a essay on how much i hate her...but everione always seem to be wif her...i dun even know whether to tell them sometings...im starting to lose my trust in some of the people in 64..i can oni trust my brothers in 64 and some of my closer frendz...some of my frendz is starting to hang out wif her even when they know that i hate her alot so now i dun even know whether i shud tell them anything else that i hate abt her....
(tis is something i wanna say to people in 64)

Now mainly in my life is mostly about playing basketball at 64...my frendz n i is planning on going out to watch the show the unborn next week or maybe the week after that...is a ghost movie..hahas..im gonna go for sure since its a ghost movie can scare some of my frendz..my outings are usually going to slack n going to watch movie...maybe im gonna plan to haf an outing to go swimming..at either jurong east or www(wild wild wet)...hahas...not sure whether we are going to open a chalet during the june holidays but hope to haf one...a chalet thats fun n includes lots of my frendz coming...a few days n nites of happiness..maybe gonna call oni those who are veri close to me instead of those normal frendz that i veri less tok to...hahas not sure of wad to do now...im veri confused...i juz i've nth else to say..

To people who knows the case of me n her:If she ever calls or sms u telling u that she is coming to 64..please sms me call me or tell me that she is coming so i can avoid her n make my mood for that particular day better instead of becoming angry and maybe even shouting at u all for no reasons..thx
To some of the people:If u are going out and have no one to call u can juz call me..but muz depend on whether i haf the time to go...but most likely is can de larh..XD

ok im ending my post here...thx for reading n i will try my best to update for everiday

2009-03-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

hehes...today was hell of a fun day...periods were boring...Ve lesson..Mrs naula(Spelling error/Vice Principal)had a talk wif us...than tok about her life..as if we care..trust me...its bored...than she say when she young her house veri small..than she ask us wad we expect from our home..I shouted"tv"..others shouted sofa...air-con,computer and etc etc....than still got anything else she asked...than i shouted Toilet Bowl...Everyone laughed like hell...than she say when she small still nid to queue up for toilet...actually its quite sad...but hell if i care LOLS...than she say she dreamt to buy a blue car in the end she really bought it(claps..Congratz)than she asked us wad did she do to get the blue car she dreamt of..than i shouted "cause u small queue up for toilet"...lols some heard some didnt...damn funny...than after that after school...went to kfc..someone treated us...than went out spent all of my money...than went home ...but daphne rachel n joanne asked us to pei them take bus go home than junyong oso pei as...something...than we pei le junyong buato again..LOLS..than went home changed..went to 64 bball than was veri happy until...She Came...WALAN Dunno who brought her to 64 sitting there..she was chatting wif tianhong n dunno who larh..FK LORH Who ask her come...made my mood for the day A FKED UP ONE!!!Walan...sianz diaoz...than went home lorh...

To Some of my frendz:
D-Mien to Joanne:sry nv tok to u during bus on ur way home..i didnt wanted to disturb u.
D-Mien to yong:Jiayou hope u get her.
D-Mien to ALL Reader:Whoever knows who the she in the above paragraph..better dun bring her to 64 n make my mood angry n sianz..i tell u all i really hate her i dun wanna see her..im not scared of her. i juz dun wanna see her...Whenever i see her my blood boils...if u wan to bring her to 64 meaning u dun wan me to be happy..and wan to make me avoid not only her but to avoid u too...so please dun ever bring her to 64...not even in my sight plz...i will dulan de larh....K???....ending my post here...

2009-03-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

Lols...today was quite fun..i really didnt slept in class...all the periods were quite fun....well nothing quite special happened..but theres one big ting that happened today its....its......
ITS Fathu's Bday hahas..Happy bday bro...We haf been brothers since sec 1, we never quarreled once coz we get along wif each other...i happy that ur finally 14...bro hehes...sry if i actually hit to hard on u 24times coz of ur bday bash..but i know today was a big day for u bro...fathu be happy n cheerful always..u're older than me but has a more baby-looking liked face than me.. u looked younger than me...hehes...Juz wanna say today my blog's post is trying to say happy birthday bro...
Happy bday to u,happy bday to u,happy bday to fathu,happy bday to u...(Claps n loud noises)...Plz Remember guys if u know fathu remember his bday 24/03...dun forget it...LOLS.. ending my post here...

2009-03-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

Yo..Everyone...tink my blog is dead?will its not...recently nth fun happened...really got nothing to post so i did not post at all...don be mistaken...sometimes im juz lazy i haf a veri lazy attitude u all shud know...hahas..juz came back from parkway...went there to eat sushi....veri nice....Noticed that when theres nothing for me n my brother(Daryl) to snatch..we wont quarrel....maybe nth to snatch is better but than....being in seperate rooms still feels better...not so cramp....hehes i tink i got nothing else to post ending posts here.....

2009-03-17T22:20:00.031+08:00

Wah....Today play until Sibei Song..LOLS...ok larh woke up at 8.03..dunno how i managed to remember...lye on the bed i listened to songs until 9.03...played dota till 11+... and than i asked jordon pei me go eat in the end went to eat wif someone else...LOLS...after eating went back home packed up, took my things n went to jordon house pei him take things...than went to East Coast...Actually was planning on going to singpost and wait for jie(wenchin) and regine to fetch us go de..in the end they too fast...so they cabbed to balam bubble tea there fetched us go to east coast...than carried alot of things...Our Pit Was at Area C pit 32...Sibei song arh...near toilet , near rubbish bin and near shops...no nid run here run there...walk few seconds reach le...than put all the things down le..regine cabbed to lin2 de house help her take things n pei her come to east coast...Regine veri rich hor...cab here cab there like FOC..than me n jor plus jie waited for them to come...chatted wif jie n jor..Long time no see jie le...hehes finally had a long chat...even though we didnt meet for months, it felt like we never met for almoz a decade...LOLS...than stand on the shore let the waves wash our legs...the feeling was great..but than soon later lin2 n regine arrived...around 10 mins later jie n regine go pick up Jie ying...they went to buy ice so the drinks will cold...put in styrofoam box...the water sibei de cold than we took out the food...looks great helped out wif them...so long sia...so busy...than after a long time than jet came..said he was going mac meet his frendz...than came back a long time after...jun wei n Kit Mun came.....bbq had alrdy started jie , Er jie, regine n jie ying started the fire..me n jor juz watched show...than later brought out everi things....
(Chicken Wings)
(HotDogs and sausages)

(Fish...Yummy!!)(Satay's Gravy or curry..Not Sure)

(Jie Wenchin)
( Jie Wen Chin wif Lin2 Fingers LOLS)
(Jie Ying,Lin2 n Jie)(jor n jie ying)

(Jie ying n regine)(Lin2 eating sweet potato)

(BenDaYe Me)(The Drinks)

than after we started the fire we bbqed awhile waited for all to come bbq for veri long...than went to swim in the sea...People Who went in...Me,Jor,Jet,Jie,Regine,Jieying... 6 people nia...but veri fun leh...than we buried jor in the sand help him to sand surgery...LOLS got Breast n Cock..Funny rite???LOLS here's a few pics of him...
(Jor in the sand and everione working)(somemore pics)

Than after that the girls n junwei went back to bbq...me jet n jor dig hole...dan built wall to block the water...than dug a hole put alot of water in it than like spa lorh...than after tat went back up to bbq alot of things gone liao...me n jor play like siao....than we played flour tats was the most fun part...its was alrdy quite late we played flour all look like lao ah ma lao ah pa but we did had fun today...actually jor say dun wan come de after i persuaded him than he came than he said he didnt regret coming....LOLS...Drank CarlsBurg b4 we bathed....all shouted yum seng!!! LOLS....veri bitter de sia...drank a bit nia coz left one can...nv drunk coz abit really wanted to know how being drunk feels like...last few pics of us

LOLS...now than i know i forgot to take the group photo from kit mun...will edit as soon as i get the group photo...today was one of the funnest days i had...Its A very fun day coz jor got pei me..plus got met jie all that..and played wif some of my upper sec frendz...its fun i enjoyed it alot and i tink next time i meet jie im gonna be taller than her i swear it!!ending my post here veri tired le i go sleep liao gd nite..XD

2009-03-16T23:59:00.002+08:00

Today's post is gonna be short and sweet...coz i got nth to tok about...today camping at home...bored to death...rotting to death...looking forward to tomorrow...hehe..if going to eat kfc mac or pizza hut...call me but u muz treat me(joking) LOLS...sibei sianz i tink im gonna end the post here...sorry tomorrow got alot too update XD....will try to write alot of tings in my next few posts...

2009-03-15T19:13:00.004+08:00

Recently nv update blog...sry...coz my house comp got prob cant login leh...siao siao de...msn oso cannot go in...now using my kor laptop so can login n update...fked up wif her...i wan her out of my life...vanished into thin air...leaving my life n going back to b4 she came...she's a attention seeker...a cry baby..a bitch...i hate everiting abt her...i wont give her another chance thats my choice if u all tink im wrong u can go against me....
(tis paragraph is for does who know wad happen yesterday night on the 14 of march)

haiz...i dunno wad to do leh...veri blur..i got supports from my frend dunno wad to do..dun wanna spoil my frendship wif her...its really blur....i dunno wad to do....haiz...maybe i shud heed elain's advice..thx elain for giving me advice...
Thx to Junyong,jundong,elain,joanne and rachel...for supporting me i tink i will know wad to do when the time comes..im mentally prepared....i will not be scared...Wa Wu Ji!!LOLS..hehe..try my best to update more lorh...n sadly tis few posts dun haf pics sorry..
(tis is another case unrelated to 64 dat case...so dun misunderstood)..

im really sick of u...get outta my life....tis is wad i really wanna say..fk off from 64 from my life...hehes if u all know the real me u would tink i sux as a frend....lols im the most guailan of the guailan..the most xialan of the xialan

2009-03-12T21:07:00.002+08:00

Haiz...today veri sianz....Today not much of a nice day...ccb keep got people call me CBW,Chong arbo Chongboon wei...I FKing hate people who keep call me by those names....im now angry at someone...for calling me cbw...avoiding her tomorrow in school no matter wad...i tell u...if u call me cbw u get whacked by me not my prob is u all start first...u all shud know my temper not so good de....Dun call me chong,Cbw, or chong boon wei or Chibai wang in front of me or i really will whack u

Dun ask me who the person im avoiding...its really obvious...sibei fucked up...dun ever make me angry cause u wont like it when im mad

2009-03-11T21:56:00.003+08:00

Today ok quite sianz....nth to do...than after sch....go to bbt pei(accompany) joanne rachel n daphne...in the end i tio ps...none of them said bye to me...go home slack until around 4 plus go play bball until 945 reached home bathed n now posting tis blog...nowadays i like boweigong(nth to say) leh...haiz...alot of people asking for stead all tis le i dunno wad to do veri blur....juz hope everithing turns out fine...
Mei(joanne)u shud consider him...really...he's a nice guy..tink abt it...
Mei(Elain)choose ur answer correctly dun hurt jj's feelings...choose wad ur feelings guides u
Junjie(small boy)hopes she accepts u jiayou!!

2009-03-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

Haiz..sibei sianz...nth to do....today tok tok in class..fked up that the fucking bald teacher(Mr Yong) like buay song me sia...everione change place he dun care i change place he fucking care so much for fuck...pon npcc make-up training went to daphne house..pei her to take form...junyong jordon n joanne oso got go plus one extra(WeiQuan)...den waited for her at first floor as she went up wif joanne to take her form...after she went back to school n i went to 64 play awhile than went home...

Mei(Joanne)....no nid scared him de larh...he's quite gd...actually he juz dunno how to express his feelings for u...dun be scared juz try to tok to him as a frend instead of a monster..
Mei(Daphne)...tink carefully b4 u make ur choices...dun regret...plz tink thoroughly b4 u make ur choice....dun regret n cry....

AND HOW COME SO MANY PEOPLE KNOW THAT I HAVE BLOG??!!! NVM TAG ME MORE LARH OK??DUN PS ME..THX ALL...

2009-03-09T18:55:00.002+08:00

Mien...nowadays like sianz de lorh... everyday do the same thing over and over again....wish somethings will change lorh...today nv do much in class..two science periods...me n junyong spoil alot of science lab de things...den..pe..do standing broad jump...den..recess.. tok tok...two english period 1hour 45mins i sleep for 1 hour 15mins..than Chua-ong come in leh...i sleeping...Chua-Ong say ask the chair man to say class stand n class greet than everione laughing coz im the chairman and im sleeping...chua-ong oso laugh leh...zz....veri paisei lorh...say class stand n greet..was expecting to get scolded by chua-ong but didnt....than history and maths...went to lambee eat...den went home lorh....no mood post nowadays leh...feeling sianz...feeling alone..no one to comfort or pei me...its like so sianz...

2009-03-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

haiz...it has been one week since i post...dunno why like no mood to post liao leh..after camp i come back like no mood de lorh...today played dota....and than reach 64 at around 8.00 played till around 11.45 than went home...played wif Ben, yong, lin2, edmund n chingek....tinking that chingek maybe one go on diet or something...lols...see how lorh...haiz ending here no mood liao

2009-03-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...Today sibei fun leh...Morning tio disiao by WeiGuang...KNN 8plus wake me up ask me got sleeping bag anot?(TMD I GOT OR DUN HAF HE HUANLO?)than play dota...tmd i keep read his message i die...zz sianz diao..than waited for rean,yong n keng to come my house to go outing...tmd than junyong super late lorh meet at 12 become meet at 12.30...zai sia him go topup electricity...30mins(long queue...EXCUSES)than we take cab go there meet daphne they all..than daphne later than us...by 1min..LOLS..liddat oso haf?..than watch the movie (Marley and me) The show was great but the ending was sad....The dog was super cute....after that go walk walk lorh...play at toy'r'us for awhile....We went to eat sushi at tampines sports hall....Japan village arh i tink the shop name...we go eat sushi...than daphne they all say i not gentleman de...(WTF?? Wad i do siol??)than took alot of photos when we eating sushi lorh...Yong the hood sibei funny i pull the string liao his whole head like become small lorh....den we go out take group photo...than daphne and elain sibei dulan coz people like (JY,JD,JJ)dun wan cooperate than in the end photo all wif fake smiles...than the pic not so clear..took the second photo all laugh until so happy for the first time...juz because i made a joke...coz elain took the pic stood down abit..than i say..."Elain dun fang pi(Fart in chinese)"...than everione laughed and the picture was great....than we took bus home and was separated from jj n elain...than on bus made a joke than daphne sibei Angry wif me...(Sorry)...than not angry at yong(its was like wtf??knn...he start the joke that angry at me??)than in the end i bowei gong lorh...diamdiam sit a one corner...than got traffic jam for so long gan dulan...than in the end...home sweet home lorh...in the end daphne not angry wif me yong come my house ton n kengsoon laugh until siao b4 he left my house...plus he forget take his phone n come back one more time(Kum gong tua si guai)LOLS....took alot of photos...20 in total...

(the first group photo wif fake smiles)
(2nd group photo wif the happiest smiles)

(jun jie eating the sushi)

(jorean)
(me wif a dumb looking face and daphne)
(Yong N Dong Retarded faces)(Daphne and keng..a big gap sia..y?hate each other? how i know?)

(rean n jj...jj step one tall guy)(why jj mouth so big?..finally taller than me congratz)(jj n elain..rean is sadded coz she not in the pic wif jj n elain??)(jj n daphne..the sushi look like jj tongue)
(daphne helping elain n rean take photo)(The 3 charlies Angle?? or the three ugly trolls??jkjk larh)

(Yong n dong drinking...n yong acting cute(NOT CUTE!)
(jorean,jj,elain....elain sianz diao..jj finally taller than her for once?)(dong helping the charlies angels take photo..n jj is like the short guy?)(jj honging the charlies angels...jealous?(abit larh)bobian small boy mah?)

(My drink(chocolate milkshake)deeeelicious)
(diao simi diao?..small kid vs handsome guy)...(bhb)

(daphne helping someone take photo...she look like the pai pose lorh)

2009-02-28T21:48:00.001+08:00

Haiz...today veri sianz leh..go school play games quite fun....than got lecture 1hour45mins(TMD first time hear some one got so much crap to tok abt)...waited for laurel coz she wanted to come my house to see the puppies ... but than in the end she nv come dunno y leh...LOLS go grandlink play for 4hours plus play bball 2 hours n than it was home sweet home...zz today post veri little nothing to say nothing to do...hehes read my post tomorrow cfm got alot of crap

2009-02-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the most fucking fun days ever(wished there were more people)...ok larh today lesson i veri guai lorh....late for school but no detention thx to patrick teo(teacher..THX!!!)than went to library for art...blurblur dunno wad to do than english...slack wif elain...lols yong no come school...rean oso nv come coz sick(mei faster get well)...dong sleeping lols...maths i was sleeping..recess okok larh...den mother tongue...zz principal come our class(sianz diaoz)...i act guai lorh bobian leh...XD...miss long(Mother tongue teacher)oso say i veri guai LOL!!VE lesson was so bored...den ran off when bell rang...went to bbt wif doph,lain,jj,jd,joanne,rachel..while walking to bbt i lie to 3 boys tell them their money drop...two of them really find for along time sia like retard like tat oso believe n one look on the floor n look back at me knowing that i am lying...slack slack awhile den go home lorh...actually suppose to go npcc training den doph ask me pei her go bedok slack lorh den me n dong pon training lorh..LOLS(muz go make-up training)...went home put bag den go out...den my kor ask me help him buy bbt..zzz..den help him buy go back home again(FK BODOH WASTING MY TIME)went home go toilet...den go out went to see rean n she looked much better lols...den later hor...go out to tampines dunno for wad...walk walk around TM(tampines mall)den tok tok lorh go toys'r'us play until like retard....hehe today got take pic...den went to cs eat than slack slack....after that we walk until bus interchange...tmd suddenly stomachache run back to cs do big buisness...den jd called...
"JD:Hello me:Where you?
JD:where you?
Me:eh fuck i ask first where you?
JD:Where you?
Me:i ask first larh where you?
JD:juz tell me where u larh
Me:i at tm toilet(LIED LOLS)
JD:orh ok i now come find u bye!"
den inside toilet after awhile dong call me again
"Me:i at 4th floor toilet larh(still lying)
JD:orh ok bye"
den he go2nd floor n camp there wif doph den doph saw me..zz i waited at first floor than doph n dong wanted to scare me from behind heng heng i saw them first n turn around..(hehe i zai mah)both of them go toilet than we go out lorh......went to pasa malam(night market)wif doph n dong oni...(sianz wish there were more people than more fun mah)...got two burger shop n one indonesian sharkfin de shop...doph dunno choose which one den we play scissors paper stone...she win me all the way(WTF i got so noob mah??)sua nvm...doph in the end bought both..eat so slow...zz nvm den we tok tok lorh...than got one foreigner ask us donate money den i say i no money..jd n doph one person donate 1dollar...den the foreigner call me n jd lengzai..(for me of coz can but for dong??y him??me oni mah LOLS..im bhb)..call doph sister...den she say i veri small size leh..(knn she buay kiasi...call me small size)den i stand up i taller than her than she veri paiseh(hehehe...who small size huh?)den i ask doph stand den she oso taller than i suan her(u the shortest leh)...den i laugh she smiled n walk away...den we took bus juz nice timing we wish to the 65 interchange there the bus come liao we got on board tok tok tok...than doph go down bus...i said bye!!She point me MiddleFinger like tis ( _|_ ) tmd she make me so dulan nvm i calm down..den she got down bus never even looked up n say bye bye(sibei dulan) den went to 64 play bball after that it was home sweet home....
Here are the photos doph helped me took at toys'r'us

(im like a retard)
(dont move or the tiger dies)(spongebob holding a sword aiming at JD)

(dong carrying doph bag from backview)

(dong n me fighting haha,2sticks vs 1stick)

(me n dong fighting 2sticks vs sticks)

(me n dong pretending the sticks are our Lj he purposely take longer de)
(me holding a stick wearing stupid glasses n jd using another stick to pretend its my lj)(dong holding a light saber wanna whack me)(a clearer view of jd holding a light saber)

(dong playing wif a ball that we use to throw at each other including doph)(Me n Doph..im more taller..YEAH!!..zz i toking she go take picture)

2009-02-26T19:36:00.001+08:00

Today was okok larh its like today oso quite sianz lorh...First period reading period its like im not interested oso muz read? but than at least i learn some english...i read a topic abt people having underage sex lols!! Then, it was P.E...Sianz diao lorh... its like WTF today muz run 2.4 from our school to block 19(bball court i usually go)than run pass the canal near Yong house than run back cross the bridge n come back...among sec 4 n sec 2 i got num ber 19 out of 29... to me im quite happy coz i pass...^^....than dnt i chabo class go recess buy food lols...than later smuggled 100+(Drink) back to class lorh najee so stupid cut until himself wif glass....LOLS...than boring lorh...zz...english class tat time...elissa go home...during maths...My Mei(doph) stomachache than went home n my other mei who is taller than me(Rean...taller than me im sad) got fever still come to school(Zai lorh) but she shud rest at home mah...I hope both my mei get well soon...Hoping they all turn back to their cheerful self..XD...than got make-up training...knn tio disiao by alot of people coz alot of people saw me...sibei fed-up wif my seniors...tink they my nppc senior veri Dua sibo?? buay song lai larh knn keep kpkb...u all tink u all Fat i scared??(Both Seniors were fat)...Than after that i went 64 bball...than we all set password(we all refering to jordon n others)uh-hem!!its someone at grandlink play game until half will uh-hem!(some sort of like coughing lah)all laugh until siao than after that is was home sweet home...(hehe) LOLS....i try my best include photo into my blog k...HeHes(i got a little siao now no one know i got blog i still go blog for fun hehe)

2009-02-24T17:36:00.000+08:00

Yo Mien Here...today sux man...all my frendz pon school i was totally fed-up! pon school no one jio lorh...In school todays was me jundong junyong joanne and rachel lorh..zzz...its like no one other than us to pei lorh...See arh...Momo absent...doph absent...jorean absent..jj absent...usual people together is Me, yong,dong ,momo,doph,jorean,jj,joanne,josep,alex...-4people left veri less lorh..den sadly for rachel...chenlu n christine oso nv come no one to pei her so today oni me joanne rachel alex jundong junyong eat lorh it was like so sianz leh...den i disiao rachel coz i juz know that a classmate is in love wif rachel(OMFG?!! can u believe it??)zz...bored all the way...went to elissa house to do IPW(integrated project work) Can u believe it?? Me doing a project??!! its like i wasnt me to do a project i usually juz skip and ask my group mates to do it for me...but than that BH(Big head) Alex said "Damien u better go do project work hor arbo we all do i juz tell mr Riffaii(Teacher in charge)that u didnt do anything"..it was like WTF?? if i didnt do anything and kena paoto i cfm nid to do another project by myself..but i cfm cannot de mah so i bobian lorh muz go do project work lorh..was so angry wif alex (he actually threatened me) can u believe it?? it was like i couldnt believe lorh...threatening people is my style and he actually copied it...haiz nvm...den did the project....Amirah didnt turn up coz she forgot(nvm forgive n forget)..than suddenly and extra came leh?Simin actually took up amirah's spot as a replacement...hehe but den u know wad the replacement do?she go distract silvia den silvia play wif her n didnt do anything...than oni me n alex doing lorh...we do until left the timetable to do for the IPW so we left it n told them to do...n we juz ran off lorh...Hehe no nid do so much work...than leh when we were wearing our shoes...elissa's mother told me n alex to take care of elissa during camp coz elissa has nv left her mom b4 n has nv been to camp...den it was like..wah muz take up responsibility lorh...sibei sianz leh...den hor...if anything happen to her..me n alex will be at fault leh..but than nvm lorh since we promised we muz try our best to keep our promise!than after that took bus 158 home wif alex n pangsei alex lorh coz i stomachache mah bobian eh...(sorry alex muz pangsei u...i stomachache...if i dun haf stomachache i wont ps u de u wan u blame on the chocolate elissa mum gave us) and than it was home sweet home..hehe ending my blog here...XD

first day blogging

2009-02-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is 23/2/09 leh...My first day blogging lorh...dun quite know how to make a blog so my blog lousy dun blame me larh...hehe..XD...Wad can i say? i oso not sure...but i can say larh my life is quite boring larh but den my frendz always make me laugh make me happy lorh...its like wif out my frendz my life is more boring than usually larh...haha its hard to find frendz like mine close to me...but arh if i absent no one care de larh no one will call me or visit me coz first to go to their minds are..''damien confirm is skip school de larh or overslept de no nid care him de''...sometimes no one call me is actually quite sad lorh...but nvm larh i after school oso got go meet some of them than go out eat n slack one lorh...Aiya i oso dunno wad to type le i gtg Dota liao...XD...kk ending my blog here..Bye all..